Finding Deyjah |BOOK 1|

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*we are about to speed this book up , it's about to get interesting*

DEYJAH

"So wassup Tez? Who is the bitch?"

"Obviously she know you cause the bitch came to my house that I pay for and dropped off your student ID."

"You have been to her apartment , you fucked her? That's where you be late nights when you come in smelling like cheap ass perfume."

"It's not what you think Deyjah , I am not fucking that girl." I rolled my eyes at him in digust

"Look me in eyes and tell me you didn't fuck her Tez."

"I didn't fuck her." he said looking me right in my eyes and I believed him

"I know y'all just wasn't at her apartment having tea and crumpets so what y'all doing?"

"Keep it a stack with me." he sighed and sat next to me

"Amber and I just talked , she was there for me when you weren't she showed me the attention that you didn't have time to show."

"She came to my games and showed love , she helps me with my classes and all that she is just a good listener."

"And did we fuck? No . But did we flirt with each other? Yes. I'm being honest with you Dey because I love you and I don't wanna lose you baby."

By now i was in tears.

"How could you confide in another woman? About us , about me , our relationship. "

"Do you know how embarrassing it is for another woman to look me in they eye and tell me my man has been with her , giving her what I have been wanting for the past few months."

"I said i'm sorry Dey and I wanna fix this , us."

I got and went upstairs and started packing a bag for me and Liyah. Tez was hot on my ass pouring out his feelings as I cried.

"Don''t leave me Deyjah , you can't just run away with our daughter." he grabbed my hand as I packed

"I'm not letting you leave me because I know how you feel about me." 

"I will be more understanding , I will never see her again she means nothing compared to what we have." he went on to say and I looked at him

"Do you think I wanna leave? I don't want to leave you Tez , I fucking love you and I wanna spend a lifetime with you."

"But that hurt me and I don't know how imma get past it." I gathered my things and zipped my suitcase

"I'll bring Liyah whenever you wanna see her.I will never take your daughter away but as for us , we over Tez."

I grabbed Liyah putting her in her car seat I packed her some stuff and then we were at the door.

"Don't leave Deyjah." Tez said for the last time , my heart was telling me to stay but my pride wouldn't let me

I walked out slamming the door behind me. I knew I would never come back because my pride wouldn't allow me I was just to stubborn.