I'm Not Just The Alphas Little Sister

chapter 2

Everything was just another normal sucky day. I was up in my room doing my homework when my mom burst the door open. I rolled my eyes as she yelled at me because she was obviously high and drunk. A month after Charlie left she started doing drugs to add on to her drinking.

“Put that stupid stuff away and put these on. I have a really special friend coming over and he’s willing to pay a lot of money so dont go and mess this up for me again you understand.” I threw the obvious langeri she threw at me back at her and rolled my eyes used to this by now when i was 12 she had ran out of money im talking she has taken all of the money out of my college fund and everything so she started selling my body to make money for her alcohol and drugs, “I don’t have time for your little friends right now i have to finish this homework it’s …” All of a sudden there was pulse on the right side of my face along with a stinging feeling and she started yelling at me “I don’t care if you were doing work for the president i need this money now so go put on the clothes now.” Pissed off now i got up and stormed off to the bathroom to change. Unfortunately by time i got done changing and went to my room he was already there.

I went to put my homework away and as i bent down i heard his scruffy voice obviously horny “My my your ma was right you are a pretty little thing. “ I turned around and he was looking me up and down before he grabbed me and threw me on my bed. So used to this by now i learned how to block the whole thing out.  A couple hours later when he was finally done with me I went into my ensuite bathroom locked the door and grabbed my razor.

Chapter 2

30 minutes after cleaning up and getting dressed i am now walking up to Brad’s house. Before i could even knock on the door he was already opening it up and was looking at me with worry in his eyes “She did it to you again come on Lucinda this is becoming way to often now. I wish you would just let me call the cops to…” I cut him off while walking in the house to the kitchen and grabbed the first aid, “How many times do i have to tell you that we can’t call the police until im 18 because i don’t want to wind up in a foster home where i could end up with a family way worse who lives a thousand miles away where i don’t have anyone to protect me. If Ch…”

Leading me to the other room he cut me off before i could even finish Charlies name “If Charlie were still here you’d let me because you’d have someone to protect you..” You could hear the anger in his voice “I don’t know if you noticed or not but the news flash is Charlie isn’t here he abandoned you 10 years ago and left this to happen to you and he isn’t coming back and things are just getting worse by the day what she's beat you every day this week more than once a day and what is this the 8th guy this week and it’s only friday. If you just keep letting this happen eventually shes going to kill you.”

‘Great now I’m beyond pissed off. Jumping out my chair and grabbing my phone i forgot on the coffee table when i came over yesterday i walked to the door and i started to tear up and yell at him “You think i don’t know that. If so you are mistakenly wrong because I’m reminded by it every time i go to get dressed or take a shower. How she cut my stomach and beat me when he left. Trying to get me to tell her where he went when i didn’t even know the answer myself. How day after day until she finally believed that i didn’t know where he was  i had to deal with her torture and i would think to myself dont worry hes going to come and get me soon. Then finally after a year of him being gone and not hearing one thing from him i finally gave up hope. So,yea i know he’s gone and not coming back you don’t have to remind me.” Wiping the tears from my eyes i walked out the house slamming the door shut.

I decided to just walk around and think instead of going straight home to get beat for leaving without telling her where i went. The this is thought i couldn’t get my mind off of what just happened, so my emotions where all over the place. I was finally heading home and i was thinking about how things would have been if i got to stay with my dad and got super angry at my mom for taking us away from him when it happened. My bones were starting to hurt really badly like they were twisting and turning as if they were breaking. The pain was horrible and i was screaming like a banshee i was in so much pain. Eventually i blacked out, but when i woke up i was on my front lawn naked with no clothes whatsoever. Praying to god that no one saw me i ran inside thank god mom wasnt home since her car wasn’t out front. I went to my room grabbed some clothes and went to take a quick shower. While i was bathing myself i noticed that all of my cuts and wounds were all gone  which i was thankful for but freaked me the hell out because there was no way in hell they should all be gone. But, not to worried about it i finished taking my shower and exhausted i went to go to sleep in my bed.

authors note

I hope that you guys are likeing this I'm trying my best to make it something you guys would like . If there is anythign y'all would like to happen in this story just let me know. I wouldn't mind some help seeing as i am in my senior year of high school and I'm supper busy with it being my last month or so of school.