I have decided to attend school because I don't want to cause unnecessary trouble by not going to school. A weird acting Ethan is better than a missing-no-where-to-be-found Ethan. So ito ako ngayon, naglalakad nanaman. Toward the same destinations yet a different path.
Each step affirming my decision yet increasing my doubt. The closer I am to my destination the more I know I couldn't turn back and the more anxious I feel. How should I act? Who are the people that should I talk to? I only know Ethan as a bully, for me he is just a rotten piece of macaroni but what do I know. I just found out that just like me he also suffers from depression. Should I not go to school? Should I just wait until this weird phenomena ends? Will it end? What will happen to me? I can't go back to my body, its gonna be buried within this week. Am I stuck on this now? If I am I should avoid unnecessary attentions. I should just act like Ethan.
BINABASA MO ANG
Starting At My Ending
General FictionMy name was John Garcia, a college student. This a story of how I start my life right after ending it.
