IQ x long lost teammate

Cafeteria

Y/N POV
GSG9 DORM
I groggily opened my eyes to be met with the harsh rays that the sun light shot through the window. Immediately I noticed the burning sensation that went up and down my arm. I'm even more pathetic, resorting to that type of thing. Deciding to forget that thought for the moment I loosened up my muscles, but soon realised that some of my movements were slightly restricted, forcing me to fully open my eyes. What greeted me was a literal sleeping beauty in my arms, snoring lightly with messy blonde hair draped over her face. Blood rushed to my face as she snuggled up to my chest and tightly hugged me, her silk like hair tickling my chin. Not wanting to wake her up I just lay there in a dead silence, my mind wandering into the hurricane that was my memories. Physical torture, mental torture, I was broken inside and out and left with many scars, so why did I contiue living?

Movement in my arms snapped me from my thoughts. As I looked down I was greeted to angelic eyes staring back at me with a huge blush. Looking down we both realised that we were holding onto the other yet neither of us pulled away, instead we seemed to shorten the distance until our skin was touching. It felt like mini fireworks were going off all over my body as we held each other in an embrace, neither seeming to want to let go. Her scent was intoxicating and her touch made me go haywire. It was literal heaven until I heard groaning throughout the room. We reluctantly separated from each other as the other guys were waking up, acting as if nothing had happened. How was she able to do this to me? To go from depressed with no hope to an over the moon boy? I wasn't dumb, I knew my brain had grown an infatuation with her but I would be stupid to believe she would return that infatuation. I'm a pathetic excuse for a soldier, easily captured and I struggle to even say a few words. Who would want that?

Realising that we were going to the cafeteria for breakfast I quickly got up to follow, deciding to deal with my thoughts later. As we walked through the halls they laughed and joked with eachother. They tried to involve me with little to no result, causing Monika to be slightly downtrodden. After what felt like ten minutes of walking we arrived at the cafeteria, being greeted to the sight of many tables each consisting of different groups. Some were only CTU based such as the spetsnaz and the gign, the rest were all in different groups. Suddenly, Monika grabbed onto my arm sending a burning pain shooting up my arm. My face nearly flinched with pain but I held it in, choosing Instead to clench my jaw. Monika glanced at me with slight confusion but chose not to say anything, instead leading me to a table consisting of three people. On that table was the woman who saved me, a Korean woman with black and white hair and a rather intimidating man with a ballistic mask on his face. They stared at us as we approached them.
'They hate you already'
'They know you failed'
'Just give u-'
"Hello! I'm Eliza, I was the second person who helped you to the helicopter" the ginger woman stated, standing to her feet. I extended my hand, to show my gratitude but instead she jumped onto me, wrapping her arms around my neck.
"None of that! This is how we greet people" she stated, eventually letting go of me. I was confused on how to react, I should be annoyed but... it was kind of nice. Next was the Korean woman, who stood up and wrapped me in her arms again. By now I was wondering what the hell was going on until I understood why they were being so kind... it was pity.
"I'm Grace, the hacker of team rainbow. Also the one who found that building you were in with my amazing skills" she stated, a proud smile on her face. Though she was being cocky, a trait I couldn't stand, the way she did it was... I don't know, I just know I would feel bad if I was to call her out on it. Before I could even attempt to utter a word she was talking again.
"And my dark and brooding friend over there is chul, you two might get along" my eyes dragged themselves to the man in question. He was intimidating to say the least but I wasn't one to get scared so easily.
"I sure hope your not gonna do the same" I rasped, gaining a chuckle from the man. He stood up and extended his hand, to which I accepted.
"I think a handshake will do" he replied, causing me to crack a rare smile. Grace seemed to gain a beaming smile for some odd reason.
"Name's y/n" I replied, getting slightly use to my voice. It felt weird to have your own voice be foreign to you.

After introductions, everyone sat down at the table. I tried to leave to get some food but Monika told me that it was being taken care of. And low and behold, it was. Dominic and Marius dropped our trays off at the table before dashing away, most likely to cause mischief again. Those two are literally twelve year olds trapped in an operators body... a very skilled operators body. Elias sat down at the table aswell, though by the slight looks of suprise from the people on the table I could tell he did this rarely.
"You don't have to stay for me Elias" I rasped again, it was slightly painful to use my voice yet here I sat, ignoring the pain. Well, what's new?
"What do you mean? I usually sit here" he replied, lieing terribly. If there was one thing I could remember about Elias is that he is a terrible liar. At his response I just stared at him with a dissaproving look.
"Fiiiiine, I'll leave. Make sure to eat though, your body needs the energy" he stated, standing up and walking away. I just shook my head in response, his constant badgering about my health is irritating.
"You know he means well" came Monika's voice, cause me to raise my eyebrow in confusion.
"Oh don't give me that look, I know you more than you know yourself" she replied, to which I flashed her an amused smile. But that smile was fake. No one knows what I've been through and they won't ever know.
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