dear ryan [COMPLETED]

angel

dear ryan,

i have a very important question for you

but first, there are some things we have to address.

1. i have a very bad past. let's forget that, alright? i've changed. i'm not like that anymore.
i'm sorry, the old brendon can't come to the phone right now. why? oh, cause he's dead.

2. i used to date dallon. the tall one. he is a dick and will most likely criticize you/us
(ps you'll understand after you read this)

3. please don't stand me up. this took a lot of courage you know

ok here i go.

wanna go on a date?

you seem like a total angel and you are the sweetest soul

i would love to call you my boyfriend one day

meet me @ old chicago at 5?

please write back!!!

from, yours truly,

-brendon urie, obvious dating extraordinaire

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   i remember that date like it was yesterday.

           but it was actually seven years ago.

     it's been five years since we talked like i said            
             before, let alone seen each other.

          why do i have this weird feeling in my
                                 stomach?

                          i don't need him.

                        he doesn't need me.

          but i need him, and somewhere, deep
                          down in his heart,

                        he needs me, too.