dear ryan [COMPLETED]

all apologies

"you heard, didnt you?"

"yeah."

"sarah always suspe-"

and with that our lips crashed together, brendon not even refusing.

"well, you have some apologizing to do, mr ross."

"i'm sorry."

"yeah, i'm sorry, too, though. i should have listened and not just done whatever i wanted. i regret walking out of that room."

"i regret what i said. it was fucking stupid."

"no, it wasn't. it was completely reasonable. and it's not like you didn't love me. you sure as hell loved me and vice versa."

"this is going to be all apologies, isn't it?"

"not all."

"hey bren?"

"yeah?"

"did you miss me?"

"yeah, i did. to be honest, sarah was mostly a distraction. a distraction from the pain of leaving you."

"i really missed you, bren."

"yeah. you were my missing puzzle piece, ross."

"that's cheesy."

"i know."

"well, i also found these letters from high school you wrote me."

"you found what?"

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i know this is a short shitty chapter but bear with me plz

also i'm gonna rant so be ready
ok so there's this guy who i dated for three years (don't ask it was in like second grade and i was still a str8ie) and he had this girlfriend named paris who did theater with him and they dated for a bit but then he broke up with her because she gave another guy a fucking HAND JOB like what the fuck were literally not even in high school (i know i'm like a fetus eek) and now he likes this guy who also happens to be his best friend who obviously likes him back but he has a girlfriend who he never talks to ever and they were hanging all over each other and shit today and i was like HHHHHH they are actually so cute together and they're going to the movies soon and the guy who likes his guy best friend is still my best friend and me and my other best friend who is Emo also are maybe trying to set them up but we still need to find out if he likes him back and now our thing is me awkwardly winking at him when he talks to him also it made me my friend and him when he was talking to his girlfriend and like doing flirty stuff and we were Sad And Tears so i have him a hug and they're just so gay ugh

when the a/n is longer than the chapter classic me