Loving Again

The beginning..

"Baby girl come here"i said talking to my one year old baby girl as she crawled to me i picked her up i walked up stairs and laid her in her crib because she's so small i then got on my lap top and began doing class work because im doing college online imma be a nurse but uhh lemme introduce myself..

My name is ariel peterson I'm 19 im light skin a head full of curly black hair and slim thick and im bout 5'4 i graduated high school a year ago a long with having my baby girl adrianna she mix curly hair green eyes but they change colors oh....wheres her dad?.. I know that's what y'all wondering welp after graduation he broke down to me that he was going into the air force and my heart fell to the floor but he was here for adri's birth he left a month later his name is christan thomas but most people call him cj hes just turned 20 though hes carmel short curly hair a smile to die for tatts and a earring i love that man but it kills me knowing he's missing on our baby growing up i send him pics and write him though ...

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I finished my class work and looked over at adri knocked out I felt to see if she was wet but she wasn't my phone than vibrated it was my bestfriend kiyah she 19 too but she ain't wanna go to college or school so she work at a trap i know....crazy right😶

Kiyah👆👆👆👆👆👆👆

Kiyah-WASSUP BITCH!!!

Me-bitch shut up with allat my baby sleep

Kiyah-oh my bad g with her cute self i need to see god mama baby tho but hoe whachu been up too

Me-nun school trying to make me and adri life better (sighs)

Kiyah- i tol ya come work with me this where the money at can have you a big ass house besides that ugly ass apartment

Me-kiyah i have a damn baby i Can't sell no damn drugs you out of yo damn mind and me and my baby are fine in this apartment goodbye

Kiyah-soon as christan get back i know y'all movin outta that shit

I then hung up the phone i swear some times she can be so negative...

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I was woken up by adri's cries i picked her up and changed her diaper and handed her a bottle she then calmed down as i slowly rocked her its now 10:30pm i let adri burp before laying her back down i headed down stairs grabbing me some honey buns and star crunches these are my shitttsss boooyy😋😋😋😋😋💯😭

I poured me some cool aid and headed back upstairs i ate my snacks and began drinking as i looked at my flat screen t.v. i spotted a black box that i never noticed and it was a small i got off the bed slowly picking it up i opened it to a diamond ring tear began flowing down my face

I picked up the letter
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From ya man chris

Babe i know imma be gone for a long time so where this ring until i get to marry yo fine ass foreal foreal baby I love you

P.s. ya baby

A few tears hit the letter I folded it up putting it in the box and slide the ring on my left finger i smiled at it and cut off the room light and fell back asleep...

Next day

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Adrianna

We are now in target i had to come here to get adri some more baby pants since its getting a lil cold its now october "awww shes so precious, how old is she?"a girl asked she looked about 17 "shes 1" i said "aww shes so little, her eyes are gorgeous shes a preemie right?"she asked ughhh shes kinda getting annoying "yes she was preemie....well we have to get going"i said pushing the buggy as i was putting her outfits in there i then headed to the register after paying i locked adri in and put the bags in the car and headed home....

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i folded her clothes before putting them in the closet shes now playing in her walker since she was a preemie it takes her a little longer than a regular baby to do things she began to giggle and laugh i smiled i could see her daddy all on her face and her small little 4 teeth it was adorable 😍😍🙂🙂 i got up and kissed her "i love you adriii"i said "a bubu moo moo"she said blowing bubbles with her mouth "i love you more"😂i laughed at her as i stood up "looking just like yo daddy"i said "dadaaa"she said hitting her toy on her walker "OMGGG MY BABY SAY DADDY!"i squealed grabbing my phone as she said it again and posted it on Instagram getting 3,536 likes...