WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY?

3-small achievements

achievements are everything, even if they are small ones. for example, i have really bad social anxiety, so even the simplest thing like going up to the starbucks guy and asking for a caramel frappucino gives me panic attacks in the middle of the freaking coffee shop. i usually get my friends to order for me, because these things scare me.

not for any reason in particular, i just don't like talking to strangers.

i'm actually really good when it comes to talking loudly to my friends. i'm the best version of myself around them. but when i'm presenting a speech to the whole class, i feel like i'm trapped in a tiny metal container and i'm floating in the ocean with no escape.

but sometimes i push myself. sometimes i do get the highest grade in my computing test because i put effort in. sometimes i do order my starbucks drink, always with bright red cheeks but i do it.

push. yourself. it might feel like you'll get punished for screwing up but it's worth it, trust me.