This boy has gotten to me i have to get out of here. ill just run away again.
i was in my last period and whats his face sat across from me. i look directly at my paper trying not to make eye contact.
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i jump out of my seat and rush to my motorcycle i put the helmet on and started it. i was pretty sure he was following me but i left as soon as i could.
i didnt know where i was going but i wanted to be far away from him. he made me feel weird. i turned onto a dirt road when i realized a car was following me. i slammed the break and they did the same nearly hitting me. i get off and walk over to the car. and guess who it is. the reason why i left. "Why. The. Fuck. Are. You. Following. Me!" i nearly scream. he opened the car door and got out. he was a good foot or so taller than me but if i was on my tippy toes i could kiss him. he had me against his truck now trapping me between his arms. "why." is all he said.
"why what" i snapped back.
"im sick of your bullshit. whats your problem with me. all ive tried to do is help and you act like your the queen of the world. news flash, your not as high and mighty as you think you are. so either tell me whats wrong or ill treat you the way you treat me and i guarantee you wont fucking like it." his face is inches from mine. i can feel his hot breath on my lips. and i can smell the anger he is feeling. he backs away and pushes me off his door "fine" he says opening his door. i had to think fast, i pushed him back shutting his door, "wait.. ill tell you" i say defeted.
he raised an ehebrow. "you.." i said simply. he cocked his head "what about me." he says in a deep voice.
"i was perfectly fine hiding my secrets from the world then i show up here, not that i wanted to be here, because i dont have a choice. but you wrecked my world. you make me want to tell you everything. i want to trust you. but i cant... i cant get close to anyone because i leave everytime. not by choice but because they get sick of me and throw me away, i never stay in a place longer than a few months...."
he looks at me trying to process everything, "take your jacket off" was all he said. i couldnt.. he ant know.. "take it off"
i sigh and take it off revealing scars. not self inflicted, im not stupid enough to do that. "why.." i look down at t g e ground quickly "none of them are self inflicted... i promise" i tell him softly, his head jolted up, his eyes filled with anger and hurt.. why was he hurt. the next thing i know was my head was in his chest again and his arms engulfed me in a hug, i felt so safe... wanted.. it was a few seconds before i hugged him back.. "are you a.."
i cut him off "foster kid.. ya.."
and his arms tightened around me
"i dont want you to get hurt anymore.. i want to protect you.." my body froze, i pushed him away. "no. i told you why i cant be close to you. i dont want to be hurt again.." his lis smashed into mine and his hands found my waist. i again froze, fireworks went off like the forth of july. i let my eyes flutter close and i wrap my arms around his neck. he pulls me close and then i realize what is happening. i pull away, my face redened i backed away "i... i got to go" i put my helmet on and started my bike. i went back on the freeway, doing well over the speed limit. i had to get out of here before it was to late. i cant let this guy ruin me...
