at the edge of the cliff i grabbed my ears screaming hoping the voices would stop but they didn't, they never do. i look over the cliff into the fog and my head started spinning. I couldn't take it anymore it's the only way out. i know it's not right but i can't take these voices, they are loud anymore. i stand up and close my eyes, i fall backwards finally I'm at peace. the wind is on my back, it stops, everything stops. i am engulfed by a blue light and i flat upward, into the clouds they are weightless, ever so soft white fluff, i reach out to touch it and it climbs my arm, pulling me into it. i am surrounded by white fluff and am finally at peace.. "Jamie look up, look up jamie" they are starting again. the voices are back but softer and more relaxed. i look up to see his face starting back at me, those dark eyes studing my green ones. He places a hand on my face the look in his eyes is one I'm not aware of, he looks sad, in pain. "you are beautiful" he says as he runs his thumb along the scar, i turn away fighting back the tears. i push him away "leave" say harshly. he looks as if about to cry and backs up slowly "i just thought you might want a friend.. i..i guess not" i turn back and he is slowly fading away with a hurt look on his face.
your a monster.
no one wants a monster
end it jamie, end it now
they are back..
my eyes jolt open as i sit up, im beathing heavily, a child sweat covers my body. i look at the time and its ten to 3, so i decide to get a glance of water.
the floor creaks with every step i take. im cold, not just a regular cold chill, the bone chilling cold that tells you to run. there's a light on through a door, and me being me went to explore.
i walked to the sink grabbing a glass. not being tall enough, i had to stand on my tippy toes to fill it up i hear footsteps and then they stop "little girls are not supposed to be out of bed past their bedtime"
he looks mad and slurs his words, taking the glass out of my hand pouring it into the floor. he walks away and i start crying, he turns around and whips the glass at me "SHUT UP!" he yells and with that he's gone. my jaw hurts and I'm stunned, i put my hand to my jaw and there is a piece of glass sticking out of my chin and i look down and there is a pool of blood, i scream.
i ran back my room and got in bed and rocked back and forth till i fell back asleep.
Deriks POV..
Shesbuggy late again. its only the second day of school and shes late again. god, she was so stunning, all the school is talking about her, girls hate her, guys want to get in her pants. to me, she was just a challenge and i like challenges. i know that sounds bad but she was hot and made it hard, not like the other girls who were so easy.
The door opened snapping me out of my daydream, she stood there for a second and walked in. She sat down and put her head down she was exhausted... "didnt sleep?" she eyed me "mins your own god damn business." damn feisty.
i deside to leave it at that and not bother her. about 15 minutes passed and i looked at her, her eyebrows were scrunched and she looked scared. she jolted up and looked at me the look in her eyes made me want to follow her as she ran out of the classroom. so i did. i ran out looking around but didnt see her, i was about to go back into class when i saw her sitting on the ground crunched in a tiny ball. i automatically drop to my knees and lift her chin up pulling her into a tight hug, she stiffened up and about 15 seconds passed before she dug her head into my chest wrapping her arns around my waist, she was so tiny.
i looked at the time, first period was an hour in a half. we still had 30 mins left. Mr. Guile didnt bother coming out. i rested my head on her head. "are you okay" i managed to say after 10 miniutes. she pulls away "im fine." she insists but i can tell its a lie. "Jami..."
"no. what dont you get about leave me alone. i dont want your help. i dont want to get close to anyone.. i probably wont be here long so dont get used to me.." she says the last part almost to were. i cant understand what she said. but i did. i was shocked. what did she mean by that. was she suisidal..? she never took off that leather jacket, maybe she cuts herself... no ones made me feel like this before. i feel the need to protect her. to make her mine and im not sure why. i look in her eyes they are faded, like shes been through hell and back. in two days this girl has become my world and she doesnt even realize it..
