Jessica P.O.V:
I woke up with my head pounding and heart beating as if I ran 2 miles. I couldn't help but to look around and wonder where the heck am I?
I found that I was in a dark room, with the tiniest amount of sunlight peeping through the a window that was almost touching the roof. Many cobwebs surrounded the place as if it hadn't been cleaned or even had human contact for years.
As I tried to get up to further investigate I felt chains surrounding my feet and hands making it hard to even hold my hands up.
"Hello", said an all to familiar voice, that I've tried my hardest to forget. But somehow this voice always finds its ways into my dream completely transforming them into nightmares. Which always leaves to restless nights, where coffee seems to be my only scapegoat.
"You've thought I forgot about the deal we made? Well think again sweetheart. You still owe me the money." Said my personal demon.
"Why did you have to come back now?" I said to the person that turns sweet dreams into corrupted and evil night terrors. "I'm finally happy with my life and you decide to come back, now?"
"What a silly question to ask. You know this was going to happen sooner or later, I just decided to make it sooner rather than later."
"How did you find?" I asked the terrifying person in front of me.
"It was honestly quite easy. You haven't changed much. Even what you thought you changed I will always know your mannerisms."
"I've moved to a whole different state and you've still managed to find me. I altered almost everything about myself to try and rid my self of you, but you still found me." I said trying to pace myself because admittedly I was petrified.
"You can change your whole life story and I will still find you. Oh, wait just a second you have changed your life already, but I will always find you. And do what I was intended to do the first time you disobeyed my orders. Kill you, remember that Rylyn or should I have said Jessica?"
Rylyn was my name until I got it changed. I've changed my name because I'm tired of running. Rylyn is running, Jessica is free to be whoever she wants to be when shee wants to be and how she wants to be.
This women standing infront of me is one of the people who makes my skin crawl and also the women who has my breathing labored with just one thought of her. She's one of my ex lovers, we were dreaming about living our lives behind and never looking back. The only thing that stop us was me.
I was supposed to go out and get money but I never returned. The day I meet Christian was the day I knew I was done with her forever. She always was money hungry, as I myself, but she used money for drugs. But I loved her so I did what I had to do in order to feed her addiction. I even had meaningless sex with men. But the day I met Christian I vowed to stop seeing her because she never loved me.
She would hit me and say it was out of love and I didn't know any better so I believed her, but when the beatings got more aggresive and frequent I knew something needed to change. The first time I tried to leave she beat me harder than she ever had before. Also she threatened me if I ever tried to leave again then she will find and kill me.
I thought if I changed everything thing about myself then she wouldn't continue her search for me. But it turns out she knows me better than I thought she did. I took her threat quite light but as it seems now I in some very hot water. I'm gliding on paper thin ice and I can't seem to dig myself out of this hole.
There is not a doubt in my mind that she will carry out with what she promised and now my mind is running in circles. I can't seem to phantom this thought. I can't believe this is the last time I would ever see light even if it's just a ray or two that is shining from the window high up on the wall.
I've imagined the day I'd did would be if old age but sadly for me it came sooner than I was anticipating. In my brain I was crying but I had to stay strong in my last waking moment.
And I guess this is that time.
The time I take my last breath.
I guess this is the end.
I guess this is my end.
