Random thoughts and stories

People I miss like crazy

A girl with green eyes with golden specks. She has been there for me since day one. Weather in person or over text. I miss her laugh. I wish she could see me now. Maybe someday we will meet again

and girl with black curly hair. Sweet as sugar, would never hurt anyone. Loved bands like Panic! at the disco and my chemical romance. Always drawing or writing and could light up and room when she walked in but she will back soon.

A boy who is like a brother to me. Crazy and kind. Sweet and caring. Gives awesome hugs and always knew how to make me laugh. We still text but its not really the same.

but the one person i don't miss is the person i used to be. The closed off girl who was afraid of everything. But now i am okay with dancing down the hallway and singing at the top of my lungs musicals. I am not afraid to laugh. I am not afraid to love. I am a new person. and i will never go back. The people above have helped me get where i am. 

R.A- you taught me that life is to short not to draw on your best friends legs with pen and paint your nails crazy colours. You taught me how to be brave, how to love who i am. You taught me how to be strong and that its okay to be weak. I love you <3

J.M.- you taught me how to laugh at dumb things. You taught me how to write in cool fonts and how to fix writers block. I know you won't see this now but when you do. I love you darling. and i miss you like crazy.

A.H- you taught me how to salsa correctly and how to insult someone in spanish and it comes in handy a lot more than one would think. You taught me that goodbyes are never forever. 

You all mean something in my life and i hope you can still teach me things so i can continue to learn and grow into the person i want to be. <3