Random thoughts and stories

February 7-11th

Ok so story time. 

If you have read any of my other stories i have a best friend as most people do. But my best friend is around 500 miles away which in best friend miles is like a million light years away. I met this girl November 17, 2014. And we became best friends very quickly. We did everything together. and yes sometimes we did fight sometimes we would yell and sometimes we would throw knives at each other throats (sarcasm) but we always made up in the end. On may 25th, 2017, we said our goodbye or more correctly "see ya later alligator, in a while crocodile" but i was very sad. 

Its been about 8 months since we have seen each other. She will text each other once in awhile but it doesn't feel the same as talking in person. About a week ago i found out she is going to fly down to visit. 

This girl taught me to fly instead of fall. This girl is my whole world. And yeah she might me the sun and i might be the moon but sometime even them are seen in the same sky sometimes. She told me she wouldn't be gone for long and i thought it was going to be years until i got this chance. But now i get the chance to see her again. 

Its like eating a chocolate cake after being on a diet. Now i'm a just crossing my fingers hoping we can laugh and be teenagers together again. Now i know she will have to go back to Virginia but just a few hours would hold me out for a couple of years. 

My advice to all the people who are reading this and have had to say goodbye to a best friend; just because they are not close physically doesn't mean they are not in your heart. My best friend's advice, guidance, love from over the years has stayed with me and that what has kept me going through the hard times. So even though they are not there to hold your hand you will still rule the world

It was always her and i against the world, but now its her                      and i against the world.

that space is the aching but we are still a team, we are still conquering the world because we have a bit of each other with us. 

I have a lucky turtle with a peace sign on the back and a star necklace that i never take off.

Hopefully we get to see each other once again.