So...you may know me from school. So if you're reading this and you go to my school, please, PLEASE don't tell ANYONE else this stuff....😀
Ok so I have no idea where the hêll I went wrong. It began at birth I think. Or it could've been from the few hundreds of times I fell on my face and my head. 😀
Yet I have reason to believe
Someone should really consider a mental institute for me cause, oh my the things that go through my head when someone makes me mad are just....Insanely gruesome. So gruesome that these thoughts could even put SAW to shame. So gruesome that they can't show it on the news or in the paper and it make the police, the FBI, the CIA, the army, the forensics and basically everyone in the word puke enough to fill every ocean. 😀
So yeah I'm pretty messed up, but when someone makes me mad by insulting me, my friends, my family, even someone I don't know, they better be fast runners. 😀
One time I completely freaked out on someone and all I had to do was glare and they were running like devil was after them, which of course he was. 😀
But truly I want to know where I went wrong when I first started going to school. Everyone bullied me. So grade 4 ended and it was summer break. But we moved to a new city not far from where we were before and ended up getting bullied there to. Summer break again. Yet just as summer break was coming to its closure, I made a promise to
1. Never cry in front of anyone
2. Stand up for myself
3. Hit people who hit me
4. Change my name (My name brought bad memories)
5. Change my look (I hated faking)
6. Never, ever show ANYONE how I really feel (Remain monotone at ALL TIMES)
7. Try and help people
8. Never let ANYONE be a target of bullying
9. Never let bullies get under my skin
And finally
10. I see a bully hurting someone make them stop there are no limitsSo yeah....that happened