Enolive: YOU and ME

I'm not yet ready

Enoch's POV

We were finally home I quickly put my things back to my room. Tuck my clothes and clean the things that are needed to be clean. When everything is done and my room is clean. My body collapse on my bed. I miss my room, my bed, the scent of the flowers Olive insisted I should have by my window and my DOLLS. I miss playing with them. I miss bringing them back to life. I slowly close my eyes and hope I could sleep.

But then I realize..... I can't sleep, that girl from the beach reminded me of someone I shouldn't. The way she talk, the way she beg and the way she act in me. Am I  hallucinating or being crazy if I said she look a little bit like Jean? But then maybe not. She should not. I mean Jean is gone, well not completely gone but at least she's living in the other house not near us.

I was distracted by a knock. "Can I come in?" Olive asked. I roll my eyes. I'm not in a mood on speaking right now I want to rest. But maybe I should let her in. "Come" I said. She open the door and slowly enter before closing it. "What do yah want?" I said. Trying my best not to sound annoyed. She gave me a smile and said. "Just want to see you" she's being sweet again. I don't want to push her but for real I want to rest first. "I know you want to rest sorry. I'm going. Sorry again" she turn her heels and walk back to the door. Did I just offend her or not? Cause if not, why do I feel so guilty?

I stop her before she can completely open the door and leave. "Yah can stay of yah want... But just let me rest" I said. She turn and look at me. A smile creep her lips and quickly thanked me. "Do you wanna to talk?" I asked. As she sits down beside me at the edge of my bed. "No" she shook her head. I look at her confuse and furious to know what's her intension in going here in my room. Mostly when she goes here, it just mean I need her help or I need her presence. Maybe she needs my presence? Now I'm confuse.

"I just want to see you" she finally gave me an answer. I gave her a smile and proceed on laying down my bed. I just stare at her back. She's not even facing me or something. Maybe she's mad. But she never gets mad at me. Or maybe she's jealous. Maybe because of that girl.
But I already regretted that girl. I almost laugh when I did.

Flashback.......

"Are you saying you're giving me this letter?" The girl asked. With eyes sparkling like a diamond. "No... I'm sayin' a friend of mine ask me to give it to yah" I explained. I really am not good at socialising. It makes my pride sink like a hard stone thrown down to an endless well, and sinking to the deepest. If only Millard hadn't black mail me. "How lucky you are girl!" Her friend boasted. The heck no! She's not even close to my type.

"Can we have a date?" She asked hopefully. I look at her in disgust. "Or maybe swim together?" She added. I look at her head to toe. "Its a no for me" I said. I was about to go when she grab my hand. "Please, I'm begging you" she beg. I look at her. How pathetic is she. "I told you no... So PISS OFF!!" I freed my hand. "Please" she beg again. "How pathetic are you?" I ask. "You wouldn't like me if you'll know me" I added. "But I like you... What every you are, who ever you are" the girl said. How pity is this girl. Is she going to embarrass her self?

"How could you said that?, we barely met" I said sarcastically. The girl gave me a tiny smile. And I replied her with an eye roll. And finally she let me go.

End of Flashback............

"Enoch" Olive spoke. I look at her. She gave me a smile. But then she shook her head. A sign she doesn't want to talk about it. I look at her puzzled. "Nothing, go take a rest" she stood. "Wait" she turn her heels. "A kiss can make me sleep faster" I inform. "So?" She raised her eyebrow. Isn't she getting it or is she just pretending she's not getting it?. "I would like to have one" I said crossing my arms to my chest. She smile and come near me. "You're being cheesy" she said. I frown and arc my eyebrow. "Hey, I just want one" I said. "You have to get me first" she started running toward the door. "Oh no you don't" I started running towards her. And luckily my feet is longer than her, so I can run faster than her.

We run around my room. Fast and careful. And then finally I grab her by the waist and carried her to my bed. As she breath heavily and feel the comfort and scent of my bed spread across her tiny body"You..... Really..... Are
Desperate" she said breathing heavily. I gave her an approving smile. "I really am" I said. She stand up and kiss me in my lips. It was passionate,pure so true. I carried her and we both lied in my bed. 
She wrap her arms around my neck as I pull her close to me. She wraps her legs to mine as the kiss went dipper and dipper. I found my lips slowly creeping down her neck. I kinda feel her tension then slowly relaxes. I hear her moan and its like a music to my ears.

I bring back my lips back to her and we continue to lip lock. I found my self get undress without breaking the kiss apart.
Then I found my hands scan the buttons of her dress. And by the time I found it and started to unbuttoned it sh break the kiss apart. I look at her with eyes full of worried. Questions filled my brain. 'Am I not a best kisser?' 'Did I did something?' 'Did I go real fast?'

"I'm sorry" she spoke. I look at her. Our eye contact didn't last when she break it apart. "What's wrong? Did I did somethin' wrong?" I ask hopefully the answer is no. "No, its just" she stop and look down. I lift her chin up and make her meet my eyes. "Am not yet ready" she confess, eyes fill with worry. I gave her a tiny smile. "I'm sorry, its just man thing" I said. "I was carried away and-" she stop me from talking by covering my mouth. "Its OK, maybe someday when I am fully ready maybe we can do it" she said. "But for now, you should be contented on my kisses" she added. I gave her a nod and peck her lips.

She look at her watch then gasp. "Its lunch time" "maybe we can escape lunch time and rest first. I'm really tired, Olive" I suggest. She nod and cuddle with me in my bed. Then we finally fall asleep.

A/N

Hey guys sorry I know there are parts not suitable for kids but I just want to see how it goes with an innocent girl making out with a bad boy.

Hope you like it

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