Mistakes I have made.
Too many to count.
The pain never fades,
As staggering as a mount.
A rough ride through the past.
Sail through old tears,
The canvas at half mast
Coloured with old fears.
To forgive and forget,
But I can not move on.
This pain that you caused me...
Yet I'm in the wrong.
Why you said yes.
I'll never know,
After I failed all your tests.
But I can't let you go.
You are my world.
The sea to my shores.
Beautiful but crush me,
The lies and the lores.
I caused you pain,
But you did no better.
To forgive but forget?
I can't and you won't either.
