Unloved

You probably want to hear a little bit about me. My name is Bella and I'm a werewolf. And just so you know we don't kill people. God, why does everyone think we are vampires! Anyways let's start from the beginning. Well I'm 17 and unwanted. I've always wanted to be loved by anyone. But ever since I was 14, I realized that will never happen. My parents died, though they never liked me much so I don't care about them, my sister got married and I don't know where she is. My mate on the other hand, shot me down. Ever since I turned 15 I found my mate. But he doesn't want me, he loves another girl named Rebecca. Oh I'm going to make her suffer just like I have to suffer the pain of feeling my make kissing another girl! The pain feels like a period cramp. Anyways I have never had a boyfriends or kissed anyone because I was waiting for my mate. But know I know he doesn't want me, I should get a boyfriend right? Well NO! I want to get equal with jake, well of course, but I don't want him to be in pain. And even if I did get a boyfriend I still will never fully love them like I do for my mate!