Never felt this way before🤧💞

Where they both find out❤💍

I was upstairs hiding in Logan's room, and Logan opened the door for Grayson. I heard the door open downstairs, and after about ten minutes, Logan came upstairs to check on me and asked me what was going on and why I was hiding.
"Listen Logan" I began to speak. "There's something I need to tell you about Grayson. I don't think you're going to like it." In this moment I was terrified for myself and I was terrified about what Logan might do. "About a year ago me and Grayson hooked up and it ended on really bad terms." It looked like he was in shock but I couldn't tell.
"Ummm... alright?" Logan responded. I can hear it in his voice that he was scared and in the look of his eyes he was in shock. He didn't know what to do.
"Are you okay?" I asked.
"Yeah I'm fine." He was lying.
"You're not fine you're lying I can tell."
"Of course I'm not fine you slept with one of my best friends!" He yelled.
"This was over a year ago and I didn't even know you existed!" I defended myself.
"That doesn't matter to me!"
"Well it does to me Logan!"
"Why!" He asked, shouting.
"Because Logan!"
"Because why Gizelle!!"
"BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU LOGAN!!!" OH NO. I just told Logan I love him. Oh my god! My life is about to be ruined.
"You love me?" I ignored him and just turned over the edge of the bed not looking into his green attracting eyes. He grabbed my arm and said, "Look at me. Please." I didn't want to leave him in question. So I looked at him right in his eyes. It was such a powerful moment I was terrified. "You love me?"
"Is it embarrassing to say that I do?" I was such in an uncomfortable moment that I all I could do was stare into his eyes. He broke from the moment and looked down, and rubbed his face. He looked up and kissed me. Our lips were moving in sync and he pulled away.
"Of course I love you." He finally said it. My life isn't ruined. And I hope it never will be after this. But there was one thing I still had to do.
"I still have to face Grayson. You do know that right?"
"Yeah, I know."
"But I can't do that. You don't know how it ended."
"Then tell me." He said.
"I don't want to..." I tried to tell him.
"Well is there anyone else that knows about this?" Logan asked.
"Yeah. Ethan and JJ."
"How does Ethan know?"
"Cause that's Grayson's brother. And when he saw me for the first time after me and Gray...you know, he didn't like me. Until he found out that his girlfriend is my best friend. And he warmed up to me and now we're really good friends. So you can ask him." He looked at me confused but worked the scenario in his head and finally understood.
"I still think you have to face him baby," He tried to convince me. But that's not what I was worried about. He just called me baby! Okay, focus.
"Fine, I'll tell you." I finally caved. "Okay so when me and Grayson slept together, he said he loves me and I found out that I love him too. And he came to see me at the airport before I left to New York and he said he loves me and that he hopes that he will see me again and I said that I don't love him anymore and that I hope we don't see each other again. You really think I can see him after that?"
"Oh, dam." Logan said in confusion. "That's alot of shit to take in at once."
"I know," I agreed.
"Well, if he has an issue with you after all that-that's normal. But it's a year later, there should be no issue." He did make sense.
"Okay, fine. I'll go downstairs. I guess. But you have to stay with me. Promise."
He looked at me and said, "I promise." And he kissed my forehead to seal the deal. I gor off the bed and held his hand as we went downstairs.
Grayson was talking to JJ and Ethan as they saw me and Logan coming downstairs. "What are you guys looking at?" Grayson asked as he turned around and saw me. He was only focused on me. He stood up. "I think imma go." And he went straight out the door. I let go of Logan's hand and ran after Grayson.
"Grayson! Wait!" I tried to get him to stop walking. But he wouldn't. So I hauled ass to catch him. "Grayson. Stop." I said when I finally caught up to him.
"There's nothing to stop for Gizelle. The way you left me at the airport still hurts me. I shouldn't even still love you." Wait. He still loves me?
"You still love me?" I asked in amazement.
"No..." He lied.
"You still love me." I stated. It wasn't a question this time.
"Yes. But it's only cause the last time I saw you I loved you, and I always see your beatiful face in my mind. I can't just let you go so easily." He was trying to get me trapped in the moment. I know it. So he can kiss me.
"Listen, Grayson. When I left you like that at the airport it was because I was in love with you and I wanted to see you again but it was going to be hard to leave you so I acted mad and like I didn't love you anymore to make it easier to separate from you." I explained. At this moment my whole world fell apart.
Grayson kissed me.