10:51 a.m. I started watching Jurassic Park. But instead switched to Pet Semetary. I might read IT later. If you couldn't tell, I'm a freak for horror movies.
12:23 a.m. I finished Pet Semetary. I'm trying to finish Carries now. I think I'll watch Stand By Me next.
1:27 p.m. PEYTON KENNEDY LIKED MY INSTAGRAM POST AHHHHHH!!!! Week offically made
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4:44 p.m. I decided not to watch Stand By Me. I watched Forest Gump instead. I also played video games. I hated myself more. I really wanna skype my girlfriend. I don't think it'll happen though. I'm gonna listen to some music.
5:50 p.m. Fought with my mom. Honestly, she makes me hate myself. She hates how I want to dress and doesn't really let me buy the clothes I want. If I came out, I'd be kicked out. I don't want that happening. I know for sure that I'd be outcasted. The only family member I have that'd except me is my gay cousin. He wouldn't want to deal with me. I'm a mess.
5:57 p.m. Why? That's my question. Why. Why do things exist. Why was I chosen to live in this hell hole? Why am I me? Why is there a default. Everything sucks (not the show). I'm afraid to talk to anyone about what I'm going through. Can I just freeze time? Or like time travel or teleport?
6:16 p.m. I wish I could just lock myself in my room and just... My dad just said something about me to my face and it really upset me. I think I'm gonna go lock myself in my room and just break down. I DON'T WANT TO LIVE! ... For now, Cole
