Don't go(A dan and phil short story)

Chapter 2

Dear Phil,
                 I...I can't....

I can't what? Can't live anymore? Can't see him blissfully in love with someone else? It's not his fault. He never knew that i had these feelings. That it is physical torture to see him with another person. With a GIRL.

Ugh. It's so frustrating. It's mentally eating me. It's been days since i've eaten anything. Phil forces me to eat something but he can't make me do everything.

Well, he used to. Before...THIS.

I.... I thought i was fine now. I thought i was happy. I loved him. Everybody could see that. The fans could see that,   my family could see that but he couldn't. I remember that day at the Manchester Eye. I thought he had feelings for me. I leaned in but he turned his head at the last minute. It's a joke now. But it's not for me. I keep thinking of what would have happened if we would have kissed.

I wouldn't be doing this now i guess.