The One || Jungkook & Sana ff

#11

* Jungkook POV*

I wake up to a angelic voice calling me.

" Jungkookie! YAH JUNGLEBOOK!" My eyes open right when the angelic voice turns into a high pitched voice.

Wait- Eunji?

I stare at my deceased wife standing right infront of me with her hands in the pockets of her white dress. She smiles widely at me while I'm still in a shocked and confused state.

" sorry to disturb you but ... can you wake up any slower? !!!Like I came all the way to see the love of my life but yet you decide to sleep!" With out listening to a single thing she says I just stare at her angelic figure up and down feeling grateful to see my angel once again.

" Is that actually you Eunji?" My eyes start to water. Her eyes soften at the sight of me.

" no poop sherlock! ... of course its me, who did you expect? Your grandma? Aisshhhh this kid..." She rambles and nags like she always used to.

" can't believe your still nagging at me even though your an angel" she gives me her famous eye smile that would never fait to make my heart flutter.

She comes down and sits beside me, we then transfer to a hill of green grass with me laying on Eunjis lap under a cherry blossom tree. Eunji's favourite tree.

" so ... How is life with out me?" She says as she plays with the locks of my hair just like she used to.

" horrible, painful, sad, terrible, heartbreaking, a nightmare that never ends, the most scariest thing ever ... I can't go a day with out missing or thinking about you" i say looking up into her mesmerizing eyes.

" I miss you too" she kisses my forehead.

" why? Why did you have to leave so early? Couldn't you have waited so that both of us could have went up together?" A tear unknowingly escapes my eyes. She wipes the tear with her soft nimble fingers.

" you know I didn't choose or want to leave you, fate chose me to leave"

" well I think fate made a wrong decision because you are my fate, my good fate"

" fate never makes a mistake, it always does everything for a reason" i sigh at her response.

" what reason did fate take you away from me?"

" fate did that because I was never your fate... " My heart feels like many needles have pricked it. So my life so far was not my fate? This is so surreal...

" what do you mean? Weren't you my fate- what am I saying? YOU are my fate Eunji!" I get up from her lap facing her.

" I know Jungkook ... it turns out that you were my fate but then I was never meant to be yours..." I cup her soft cheeks as she snuggles her face against my warm hand.

" no... this can't be ... I can't do this Eunji" I whisper putting my forehead on hers as I close my eyes as tears escape.

" I'm sorry it had to be this way but we can't do anything to change our fate. But I just want you to know that you took good care of me till the end, you made me feel loved every single day, I couldn't ask for more. I felt so happy and satisfied that I got to live my final days with the love of my life. So don't feel bad or regret anything, you were a wonderful husband to me." More tears start to fall from my puffy eyes but Eunji kept on wiping them away.

" I cannot Eunji, I cant handle this... living a happy life with out you? That's impossible to do. Do you know how much it hurts? Can't I just join you?" I sob harder.