The One || Jungkook & Sana ff

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*Sana's POV*

It's been a long depressing day. What am I saying ... it's always depressing because of him. I scoff before looking at the torn up picture of me and Kai on our wedding day in pieces in the trash can. It's been 6 months since we gotten our divorce.

We looked so happy and in love. That was the most happiest day of my life ... that's what I thought.

A tear streams down my face as I remember how happy I was that day. We could have been happy...

*Flashback*

" Do you take thee, Sana, to be your wedded wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do both of you apart, according to God's holy ordinance; and thereto do you pledge thee your faith [or] pledge yourself to Sana?." The priest says.

     I look up to meet Kai's eyes. Looking right into my eyes with happiness written all over his face.

"I, Kai, take thee, Sana, to be my wedded wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part, according to God's holy ordinance; and thereto I pledge thee my faith [or] pledge myself to you." He says smiling with his beautiful smile.

     I smile right away knowing that this man infront of me is going to do everything he just said. I know he will be a loving husband to me.

" Do you take Kai to be your wedded husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do you a part, according to God's holy ordinance; and thereto Do you pledge thee my faith [or] pledge yourself to Kai?." The priest says again. That's my que.

   I smile back showing my teeth.

"I, Sana, take thee, Kai, to be my wedded husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part, according to God's holy ordinance; and thereto I pledge thee my faith [or] pledge myself to you." I say full of joy.

   He grabs both of my hands holding tight on to it. My eyes start to get teary from all this happiness.

" I now pronounce you Husband and Wife! You may now kiss the bride!"

Kai puts the veil covering my face behind me. He cups my face before pulling me in.

I close my eyes as I feel his soft lips meet mine. His warm hands on my face feel so good.

A tear escapes my eyes. We pull away as he looks at the tear. He uses his thumb to wipe it away.

He shakes his head 'no' telling me not to cry. He pulls me into a hug as I wrap my hands around him.

We both turn towards the crowd as he puts his hand around my waist.

We walk down the aisle as everyone starts cheering and clapping for us.

I take a glance at my parents to see their eyes teary. I smile to myself knowing that I married the love of my life ...

* End of Flachback *

That was the happiest day of my life. I thought that I finally accomplished something. That I could finally start a family. But that was not what fate wanted ...

With out me knowing more tears fall down from my eyes. I wipe my eyes before heading to the kitchen to meet my mom.

" Hey mum" I say as I plop on the chair.
    " Yes sweety?"
" my head really hurts can you get me an advil for me please?" I say rubbing my head.

     " oh are you alright dear?" She says putting down the knife on the cutting board.
" yeah it's just a small headache"

     She quickly goes to the medicine cabinet and gives me and advil with a glass if water.

    I've been getting headaches lately mostly from crying every night and also from thinking too much about Kai.

      I know I should move on from him but ... it's hard. I actually thought that he was going to be my life partner. He was my first love experience too ... and he just betrayed me like that.

     Was I not too good for him? Did he not love me? Is it because I don't look good enough? Did he even love me back?

    My head starts hurting as I think about him again.

" Mum I'm going to go lay down on the couch" I tell her before plopping on the couch.

     " Okay sweety" I look up at the ceiling with my arms supporting my head.

What did I do to him? Why did he have to do that to me? Was our love fake?

I close my eyes and I take a deep breath. Inhaling through my mouth, exhaling through my nose.

I'm going to start work tomorrow and this will not bother me. Your fine! You can do this!

I give myself a mental talk before dozing off to sleep.

____________

I felt a soft hand brushing my hair away from my face. I also hear mumbling too.

I squint my eyes a little to see my mom sitting in the couch beside me and my dad on the opposite couch reading his newspaper. Thankfully they did not see me open my eyes so I close my eyes acting as if I am asleep.

I try to listen to their conversation as much as I could.

" Honey?" My mom asks softly rubbing my hand.
"Hmm" he says busy reading the newspaper.
" ever since the divorce, Sana has been so depressed and very sad. Sometimes I hear her sobbing in her room. Like today she came down to the kitchen with red puffy eyes and she told me she had a headache, but I know it's from her crying so much..... Her health is getting affected by this ... Im worried about her! We need to do something!"

It's true when they say " A mother knows everything about their children's life". But I didn't know she heard me crying. So my lies never worked on her.

" I know Jagi! What can we do? I told you we could have arranged her to my Best friends son instead of that bastard. Now look what happened" He says sounding mad but he is trying to keep it down because I am sleeping.

" but honey that was the past. We can't do anything about that now. So let's think about what we should do now. We shouldn't be watching our daughter suffer like this!" My mom exclaims.

     " You know what I will talk to Mr. Jeon and Mrs. Jeon and-"

*RING DING DING RING*

     My dads phone starts ringing making him stop midway. He picks up the phone and starts talking about work I guess.

    What was daddy going to talk to Mr. Jeon and Mrs. Jeon about?

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I lay down on my bed staring blankly at the ceiling. I have a moment and have very deep thoughts.

Am I burden to my parents? Are they worried because of me?

I should probably move out if that will help. I shouldn't cause them a burden anymore, I'm an adult, i should be out of the house by now.

I need to continue going to work, enough of the 6 month break, it's time I start earning money again, after I earn money I will buy a small apartment for me. But somehow I need to tell my parents this ...

To be continued...