"No!" I shout
"Yes!" He shouts back, both of us getting more and angrier.
So currently we are in the living room looking at flights to America. As he already has a flight home he doesn't have to pay for one but I, on the other hand, do.
And he's offering to pay for my flight.
"Over my dead body am I letting you buy my flight," I say.
"You're going to have to die then because you need to save as much money as you can!"
"That isn't your decision to freaking make!"
He goes to shout something else but stops himself, he looks at me calmly and walks towards me, He cups my face in his hand and looks directly at my lips.
"What are you-" I get cut off by him kissing me, I haven't kissed anyone before so I don't have anything to compare him to but I know for a fact he is an amazing kisser.
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Luke's POV
Her touch feels so good, her lips and tongue work so well between mine. I honestly wasn't expecting this to feel good but it feels perfect. My goal was to make out with her and whilst she's distracted type my card number in and buy the flight, as the laptop happens to be right behind her so I can easily use one hand to cup her face and the other to type my card number in. At least that way she can't do anything after it's been bought.
but now I might just keep on kissing her as her lips feel soft and gentle against mine... They are so perfect...
Once a ping goes off from my phone I know the money for the flight has been taken out since I have an app on my phone that lets me know everything I need to know about my account, She instantly pulls away after hearing it.
"What is wrong with you! why the hell would you do that!?" Cara shouts at the top of her lungs. I get taken aback but I quickly recover.
"It isn't a big deal it was just a kiss," I say whilst shrugging my shoulders.
"Maybe to you! But that was my first kiss and you completely wasted it for me just to buy the flight! It didn't even mean anything to you!" She shouts and runs up the stairs slamming the door behind her.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuuuck.
I didn't know that was her first kiss, It honestly didn't feel that way. I feel so bad but I don't want to make her more angry by going up there. I can't even say it meant anything, I mean it was just a kiss it meant literally nothing to me and I am not gonna lie to her face.
I decide to go upstairs and talk to her anyway, I don't want to go to America when she is angry with me, I mean we will be living together so...
Knocking on the door my nerves starting kicking off. I don't know how to be nice to people I try to and it works for a little but it never stays. She doesnt answer me so I open the door anyway and see her sitting on the bed.
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Cara's POV
When the door opens I am fuming, I don't even know why I just pictured it to mean something,
And it didnt.
I was expecting it to feel magical for both people,
And it didn't.
And I know, I know, I'm being overdramatic and most people don't get it but it was meant to be meaningful to me.
And it wasn't.
"Get out," I say.
"You are in my house," He says in a rude tone, so I get up.
"Then I'll leave." I grab my bag, get a few clothes, my phone and everything else I need.
"You can't be serious, where would you even go?" He questions.
"Away from this house, I don't know." The more I think about it the harder it is to think of a place I could stay, I have no one but him and Aiden. I cant rely on anyone else. I walk towards the door anyway.
He grabs my arm and I pull away. He grabs my arm again pushing me against the wall. Luke slams his free hand on the wall right next to my head leaving a dent in the plasticine he lets go of my arm. I instantly start to cry and fall the to the ground, curling my body into a ball and start shaking with fear.
I dont know what is wrong with me.
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Lukes POV
Realising what I've done I feel even worse, How can I be so heartless? I lean down and gently uncover her arms from her head and carefully lift her chin to look at me.
"I'm so sorry," I say to her, I don't know what got into me.
"I-it's okay," She says the words I want to hear but they don't match the fear in her eyes.
"No, no it's not. I'm so so sorry I never want to make you feel like that. I will never and I mean never hurt you. Never. I promise you that okay? I know people in your life haven't exactly given you a promise and kept it, but I promise I will. You believe me right?" I finish, my voice cracks with nerves when asking the question.
"Yes, I believe you." She says, This time meaning every word. She gives me a weak smile and gently hugs me.
It surprises me but I recover quickly, wrapping my arms around her and embracing the kindness people rarely give me.
"I'm sorry I acted that way, I know you don't get it. Not many people do but I pictured it to mean something special and for the feelings to be mutual and they weren't. I guess it disappointed me and I changed the disappointment into anger..so I'm sorry." She says resting her head on my chest. The odd Gesture is in a way comforting.
"I completely get why you acted like that. I felt the same way when I was a kid, see my mother acts nice around people but really she's just a gold digger. She has no degree and dropped out of school when she was 16 to go live with a 20-year-old as he was rich and that's all she wanted in life. Later on down the line, she fucked a guy when they were drunk and gave birth to me meaning all I am is an accident. She wanted me to follow in her footsteps so when I was nine she forced me to be with this girl whose parents were rich and made me kiss her even though I wanted my first kiss to be special. She didn't care about how I felt, she still doesn't care now. As long as the kiss meant money she didn't care about her kids' feelings. So..I get it and I'm so so sorry." I say, finishing an explanation of a part of my life I have only told Aiden about.
She looks at me with guilt in her eyes and just hugs me not saying a word, just showing she understands me makes my heart ache because I know all this support wont be here when she finds out who I really am....
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