Secret Slut

4

Amber pov

I woke to the sun rising. The neon colors in the sky glowed against my face as I propped my self up onto my elbows and looked at the reds, pinks, and purples gathering in the morning sky. I let out a sigh.

"Beutiful" I spoke quietly even though no one was around. I heard the birds chirping. I looked at the sky one last time before standing up and walking over to my jeep. "Until next time" I spoke into the winds. I always enjoyed being in nature. Hell I grew up in nature.

As I put the car into drive I rolled down my window letting the warm breeze hit my tanned skin. My hair now down and blowing effortlessly behind me. I pulled up to the school parking lot and pulled a bag out of the back of my jeep. I always had extra clothes in the truck just in case something happend.

I looked in the bag and found a pair of black ripped jeans and a black and white and black striped shirt. I had on my white converses so I didn't have to worry about shoes. I made my way into the school,  there was always a janitor there and surprisingly there were several teachers here and it was a little after 5 a.m.

I made my way to the bathroom and changed putting my other clothes in my back pack and brushing my hair out so I looked presentable. I put on some blush and some eyeliner and chapstick on my lips.

I walked out of the bathroom and walked outside and sat on the bleachers. So many memories, I met my first boyfriend here. Had my first kiss on that football feild. Told my dad he could not control me anymore. I became a strong independent woman here. I made my life here and now I will be going to high school. So many changes have happend in the last three years. I looked at my phone and I had a few missed messages.

Mom- your father and I know you can take care of yourself but please be careful.

Awww, dad probably told her I was not going to be home. So I see he got the picture.

Lexi- cant wait to see you today. Tell me whats bothering you....ok. love you bestie.

I smiled knowing that she really does know me better than I know myself.

Sam- your dad told me.
Sam- He is a little scary at first.
Sam- I looked over your shoulder.
Sam- the team almost killed me.
Sam- I am always here for you.
Sam- I love you....I um......sorry.
Sam- ...........

As I read his messages my heart ached. My mind raced. My hands shook. And I...I dident know what to feel.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when I heard yelling from the football feild. Shit.

"Dude lets work hard this morning" Rodney called.

"Sam did Amber ever reply to your texts last night?" Sparky asked.

"No" Sam replied "after what her parents told me she just needs some time to come around, and after I saw that side of her....I" he paused.

"You what bro" Robert asked.

"I wanted to hold her. Tell her everything was going to be ok. Hold her until she fell asleep and I would fall more in love. I have loved this girl ever since 8th grade year. I have wanted to kiss her soft lips. The sad part I have only learned her name this year" I heard Sam say.

What?!?!? I quickly ran down the bleachers and they all looked my way.

"Amber!!!!" I heard them call after me "Amber!!!!" I heard them shout again. I did not look back. I did not say anything. I just kept running, I kept running until I could not run anymore. I fell to my knees and sat on my bottom and pulled my knees close to my chest. I put my head down and felt the first tear fall.