Secret Slut

14

Amber pov (Suducer)

Ambers dream

"Now what are we gonna do for your punishment, you have been a bad girl" a stange man spoke with lust clear in his voice. He grabbed my hips and began to slid my pants down.

Leaned down and kissed my neck. I tried to speak, but nothing came out.

I tried to talk but when I opened my mouth, silence took over and I felt weighed down. I could not move I could not speak I could never see my friends and family again.

"The scars will be so proud of me" he sneered. I could not do anything so I just sat there.

Sat there and silently cried while he tortured,beat, and raped me.

End of dream

I jolted awake and looked at the time. 4:30. I was not going to go back to bed so I took a shower.

I turned on the water a steped under the shower head. The water felt like it was buring my back, but I just needed to forget. I leaned my forearms on the white tile wall in front of me and hung my head. The water pounded against my back and I leaned my head back and grabbed the shampoo.

I washed my hair and felt myself start to relax. I got out of the shower and dried off. I wrapped the towel around my body and walked over to ny dresser.

I grapped a white tang-top and black ripped jeans. I put on my combat boots and stared at musslf in the mirror.

"This is me now" I wispered. And my hand found its way to my back and began to trace the details of the wolf that was now there. I let out a sigh as I made my way downstairs to the kitchen. I looked at the time on my phone once more. 5:50. I grabbed a bag of mini muffins and sat down at the table to eat them.

"You ok" my head shot up to see a shirtless Beast standing in my presence.

"Yeah baby" I replied knowing I was trying to convince myself of the lie.

"Rose tell me the truth" as he spoke confusion took over.

"My name is Amber, my name is Suducer" I looked at him with a cold expression. "Who the hell is rose" I spat.

"Rose....did I say Rose" is he really trying this "I meant Rebel, you know because you are my rebel" he said rubbing the back of his neck.

"I will find out, I will hurt her, I will hurt you,And you" I let out a small chuckle "you will not get a second chance" I said pushing my way past him to the front door. And for the first time in a few months I got in my jeep and went to school.

I did not care that I arrived to school early.  I did not care at all. I just went to my safe spot, where I got through the first year of middle school.

I stepped onto the track and took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I saw the rest of the girl sprinters, the guys staring at us, distance coming back from their run. And the coach who helped me through the hardest year of my life.

"Whats your troubles state champ" I turned around to see coach Brewer.

"My" I paused, its been so long since I talked to him. "I think my boyfreind is cheating on me, he called me Rose this morning and I could not handle all the built up anger" I sighed.

"Amber what did I tell you when you held in your anger and went off on someone, the begining of spring the first year of middle school" he spoke looking down at me.

"You told me the only way" I let out a giggle thinking it's unbelievable I remember this. "The only way to let out my anger was to take three deep breaths, walk to the nearest track and sprint. Forget everthing, clear my mind and focus" I opened my eyes to see him smiling.