team 10 imagines

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Hey!!! So I kind of am running out of ideas so please comment. Anyways I may be doing some people more than others. But anyways this one is about Tristan. Imagine he lives in the team ten house. 

Y/N POV

My phone dings again. I don't want to check it but it is like my hands have a mind of their own. I hold my breath as I read the comment on my most recent YouTube video. 

Too much auto tune like can you say talentless? 

More and more comments rolled in on that video. About my clothes, my voice, and just my over all attitude. 

No one would care if she died, I mean not like she has any friends.

Lol so true.

I stand up and toss my phone on to the couch I hope my eyes don't give it away to the boys that I was on the verge of tears. 

Dude what are you doing Tristan says as I walk past him headed to my room. 

I duck my head and say nothing much 

Cool. Wait are you ok he said as he ducked to study my eyes. 

Oh yeah I am fine just have like really bad allergies which is why I was going to my bedroom. I say. Trying to keep my voice strong.

Okay he said just don't do anything you will regret. He said and ruffles my hair.

I ducked into my room and dug through my drawer till I found my fresh blades. I put all the stuff back except the blade and go into my bathroom and lock the door. I slit my knee knowing I can just say that I fell if anyone sees it. The blood flows freely down my leg. I smile finally happy. I know no one loves me so I just keep cutting. Finally content with my cut I grab a Cotton ball and swipe the blood off my leg and hands. I clean up the room and hide my blades in an empty tampon box. I gauz wrap my knee and put on a pair of baggy sweats and feel ready to face the world again. When I walk out the door I walk directly into Tristan. He looks mad his face is all red. 

Why. He said. 

What i say and act completely confused. 

Why did you not tell me you were getting hate. He said his eyes glazing over. 

I hug him hard. 

Let me see your wrists he said pull up my sleeves and inwardly grin glad that I didn't slit there. 

Come here come to my room so we can watch tv and snuggle. He said.

I giggle and walk beside him. He apparently notices I have limp.

Ok ok wait he says and scoops me up and carries me the rest of the way. He drops me on the bed and pulls up the leg of my pants, omg Y/N why. 

Nobody likes me I say as tears begin to roll down my face.

I do Y/N I really do I love you he said 

I love you too I reply he leans in and kisses me. Suddenly Jake and the rest of the team pile in crying. 

Y/N we all love you Jake says.

Yeah what would make you think otherwise Erica says pushing my hair out of my face.

Tristan hands them my phone. 

O my gosh dude this so is not true dude you are amazing. Tessa says staring at the phone.

They swarm around me in a huge group hug. 

Okay now that is settled go get all of your blades Tristan said. 

I stood and tried not to bend my knee as I went to my room. I got all of them even the ones in the tampon box. Dropped them into Tristan's hand. He carried them outside and tossed them into the dumpster. 

Okay that is done promise it will never happen again he said. 

I promise I say and he pulls me into a hug and gives me a kiss on my forehead. 

I love you never leave me he says into my hair.

Who would have thought that 3 words could save my life. I knew words could hurt but I didn't know they would hurt that bad. 

I hope you enjoyed this. This is  a message make sure you think twice before you post a hate comment. Ily