Dear Cas,
I'm tired...
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of lying
I'm tired of work
I'm tired of living
I'm tired of this fake happy everyone keeps trying to force on me.
"Fake it till you make it."
Well I'm tired of faking it.
I'm tired of being alone, of being without you.
It'll be exactly a year as of Monday since you've -
Sorry, it's become too difficult to even think about, yet alone say.
Isn't pain supposed to get better with time?
It seems as if this case is just more pain the longer I go about.
I can't live like this anymore cas.
You were my grace, my hope, you were my everything.
And having you gone... having you gone jus hurts too damn much.
And I'm tired, I'm done.
I've already taken the pills.
I'll see you soon my angel
-Dean
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Dear Cas... | destiel | twist and shout
FanfictionWARNING: Do not read if you haven't read Twist and Shout/destiel • • • Castiel has just passed away and Dean is suffering without his beloved by his side. But writing him a letter now and then always seems to help. • • • This is honestly just my w...
