Welcome... To My Fucked Up Life... (Complete)

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Steve: Why did you call her that?

Logan: That's what she is.

Steve: Look...I know she may have a problem telling a lie from here and there but no one deserves to be called the devil.

Me: You really don't know anything do you?

Steve: Excuse me?

Me: So how many kids do you think she has?

Steve: Two. You and Lain.

Me: Lain. And no she has four.

Steve: What?

Me: Don't worry both of them are dead...I think.

Steve: What do you mean you think?

Logan: One got hit by a train.

Me: And another overdosed on drugs....he somehow survived a few times... I think.....I don't remember.

Steve: He overdosed on..drugs?

Logan: Yeah.

Steve: Where did he get them from?

Me: His mother..where else is he gonna get them...I mean she was fucking two or three drug dealers a week.

Logan: Thanks to her drugs entered that small town.

Steve: WHAT?

Me: Yeah...oh but don't worry so was my dad. Not drug dealers just prostitutes.

Logan: It's true I saw them come over everyday.

Steve: .....(shocked)

Me: And that's just the first bandaid. My parents took cheating to a whole other level.

Logan: If one cheated on the other..they would argue and then cheat on them just to get back at them.

Me: And if they find out the circle continues.

Steve:....

Me: I don't think they ever loved each other....or cared about their own kids.

Steve:....

Me: When I told my mom that her son was hit by a train she didn't care..she even left him their. My dad wasn't around at the time...he was looking for more prostitutes. Or what he would call them new moms.

Logan: One of her own brothers tried to rape her.

Me: That was the one that got hit by the train.

Logan: ....

Me: And that night I tried to tell my mom but she didn't believe me...neither did my dad...they never wanted me. I ran outside and....well(looked at Logan) that part doesn't matter.

Logan:.....

Me: Lain saved me though....the one that O.D...he was addicted to that stuff...and tried to get me on it like he did Lain..... I didn't want to become like them so I stole money from a bank and ran away. I was later found and sent to jail for the first time.

Steve: The first time?

Me: Yeah...and the only person that visited me was Lain. My parents didn't care about me...especially my mom....she had the money to bail me out but she didn't. How I know. She always has a lot of money ever since I was a kid....she just loved spending it on drugs. But once she found out she could fuck to get free drugs..she never ran out of money...

Logan:....

Steve:.....

Me: Lain was the only one that cared about me. The only reason he's not talking to me is because I went to jail for something I didn't do....and didn't say anything about it.