His highschool bully

Why would you do this to me??

Warning: Suicidal stuff & Thoughts!! If you dont like that kind of stuff skip the part!

Jakes pov

After yesterday of the party before Erika and me started dating well... I maybe sorta cut myself. Oh who am i kidding i did cut myself. I just dont want it to show so i will be wearing a jacket over my cuts to hide it. If the teachers room is hot I really messed up because Chanthony will spot it and tell Erika. 

*School*

Chance: YO! 

Anthony: Whats up Jake. I figured you would be here because Erika told us what happened. 

Jake: Speaking of Erika. Where is she?

Chance: Idk? Also why do you have a jacket on its 70 degrees outside?

Anthony: Ya. 

Jake: Because its cold to me

Chance: Umm? Its spring?

Jake: I said i- Why would she?

Chance: Why would wh- Wow what a asshole 

Anthony: Wha-WTF? WHY IS ERIKA KISSING BLAKE? 

Jake: Im just going to go home... im glad school does not start yet....

Erikas pov

I got to school and when i got to school Blake walked over to me.

Blake: Hey baby

Erika: Go away! WE BROKE UP ALREADY!

Blake: You still want me *Kisses her*

He kisses me and I kiss back. I dont know what got into me but i maybe kinda liked it? WHAT WHAT AM I DOING I LOVE JAKE! We were still kissing and then i pulled away when i hear Anthony scream.

Anthony: WHY IS ERIKA KISSING BLAKE?

I turned around and I saw Jake getting into his Lambo. I ran over there to stop him but it was to late. What have I done?

Erika: Im sorry 

Chance: Girly sorry is not enough. You guys date for ONE DAY! and you blew it? Huh very funny. 

Anthony: Lets go Chance. We have to make sure he is not d-d-d-d-

Chance: Ik what your saying buddy. Lets go.

Jakes pov

When i got home I ran inside. I slammed the door and went to my room.

Warning: Suicidal stuff &and thoughts!!

I wanted to die. I wanted to give up. 

I grabbed a razor and cut myself. I cried in pain. I cried while cutting myself. I could not handle it anymore. All i saw left was blackness.