{Completed }Summer Love. Matthew Espinosa

chapter35

kris pov:
last night was fun. we all talked about what was ahead of us. nash and cam soon making thier view on the big screen. hayes going along with them and school of course. carter touring and also doing somethings here and there. jack and jack going to college. jacob and shawn persuing a misic career. shawns a step closer due to signing with a label recently.
taylor well hes just gonna keep doing what ever taor does buy a whole company of ars maybe?! who knows. me and karissa well 2 years of highschool left. karissa wants to be in the music area. me well i wanna try and graduate early and move to LA and make it also in the entertainment. but the only one who is really having a tough time is matt. he wants to also be in the acting scene. attend red carpets having paps taking pictures of him. but he also wants to stay withig his roots with his friends and family. but ill help himy he wint have to go throught the choice making alone. the guys will be there too.

anyway we were just starting te first day of magcon san fran. with each of the guys the screams got louder. when jack and jack and karissa went out erryone ot even louder. for last it was me and matt. we ran out. there was a fair share of noise. but there was alot of ewws and boos that could be heard.

i saw a group of fans that caught my eye. the girls fromthe airport. they all gave me a smirk. and mouthed the things they said at the airport.trying not to let it get to me was harder. it was more people than last time. i didnt want matt to notice but i gues it wasnt to secretive.
the day pretty much went like this.
intro. for those who really dont know us
wierd vine making
L.O.X dj'in
lastly q&a
closing dance sesion.
and goodbye.
day 1out of 3 done.

we all decided to go out for taco bell. i still wasnt 100% i was kinda bored. and i really didnt want to do anything just wanted to go home. like actually home with mitchell. i should give him a call actually.
we were all sitting at a table we b
put together so we could all fit.
"hey im gonna go get some air i said to matt.
"want me to come with?"
"nahh im good"
"okay love"
he kissed my forhead and let go of my waist.
i went outside and sat on the edge of the sidewalk. i looked for my bros number.
hahah his id pic in my phone. it was a pictue of me and him when we were younger making stupid faces at eachother. i always laugh at it. at the 4th ring he answered
"heyyy kare bear!"
"really that name has once made his appearance."
"ahahahha whats up sis"
"nothing. just ya know having fun meeting fans missing home just the usual"
"missing home huh?"
"yea"
"awe just a month and a half and youll be back"
"back home and back to hell called school"
"hahahahaha"
"not funny bruh"
"well i gotta go"
"seriously! everytime we talk you have to go!"
"sorry im taking the ehole working thing seriously"
"oh."
"yea skype me at like 10"
"okay bro"
"kay sis see ya"
"bye"

i dont know why but i just felt like crying. ive sprta held it in for sometime. missing mitchell. definatly missing my parents. i havent seen my dad since tr game. my mom well i havent heard from or about her in a long time. da doesnt even talk about her either. fuck it i just let the tears fall. i felt someones arms wrap around me.
"matt not in the mood"
"okay ill go tell him that"
"whaa? oh hey tay"
"whys my best friend crying:(?"
"i just dont feel good"
"mmmmmmm spit it out"
"im serious im just tired mentally and physically"
"whats going on in that pretty little head of yours?"
"just missing my brother really. as mych ad we fight and all. i really care about him. we grew up together. he was there when my parents were not. and i miss danii"
"danii?"
"yea my other guy friend that im arous 24/7. i miss his annoying and sarcastic answers the way he always made fun of me for no apparent reason."
"oh"
"but at the same time i got you. matt. and the rest of the gus and the girls who make me happy and all. nd the fans. well some of the fans"
"wait is that why you were all quiet and out od the zone during magcon? because of the fans?"
"welll"
"weellllllll what?"
"yea. sort of. i guess. all the hate ive been getting cause of me and matts relationship. the girls calling me names and all. its hard to take sometimes. especially from people you dint even know"
"ay they are just all jealous that you got a great guy who loves you. you and him are cute. i ship it"
"HAHAH you ship it"
"yep"
"thanks taylor. for listening. and for makig me laugh"
"hey i might have my buckwild moments but i can be nice and caring too"
"haha yea"
"well lets go inside i think we are leaving soon anyway"

i felt a bit better but still kinda down. i should just enjoy my time and go with the flow.