kris pov:
well time was up school began in a week. summer went by fast. i was really gonna miss everyone. karissa and i were gonna be living together. dad was moving to L.A he found a new job. mitchell was going to be jouned by his mysterious girlfriend. karissas parents were moving back to Boston and she didnt want to so we worked thigs out and shell be staying with me. only thig is she will be attending school ill be doig online classes for now on. karissa said if school doesnt work out she will be doing online too. matt and i havent been as we used too. matt tries to help me and i appriciate it and thats why i love him but all i end up doin is push him away i hate it but i dont know what to say or do. not the best in opening up and telling people my problems. i only did that with karissa and still do but not as much as before shes with jack 24/7 and busy with already applying to colleges. jr. year means 'hey! 2 years and your an adult and what not!' me i have one foot in the mud. i pretty much let my guard down this past month.
at the moment we were all packing and gettig our stuff gathered up.
"hey babe im gonna miss you" matt said wrappig his arms around my waist.
"im gonna miss you too."
"kris look at me" i turned and looked into those beautiful eyes of his. tears began to rim my eyes.
"babe dont cry. before we go and dont see eachother for 2 months i want to know whats going on in that mind of yours. whats going on. quiet. mood swings. not eating well. its not you. wheres the kria we all know and love. and please dont shut me out please."
"matt please."
"no kris."
"its. its. ugh! i dint know."
"dont know what bae"
" i. dont. know who i am anymore."
"why"
"ive lost something in my life. something that no one can replace. and and i just-just" i completely broke down.
"babe come here" he sat down on our bed. i sat next to him and he wrapped his arms around me. i cried into his chest.
"babe what hapened"
"i lost her matt. i lost her to stupid cancer."
"who!?"
"m-my m-mom" my heart broke again. how much more can i take.
"kris i-i dont know what to say but im so so so sorry"
"i dont want to go home matt. i dont wanna be alone. mitchell is gonna be working. his gf. well idk how she is. and karissa will be at school while im home."
"hey. everything will be okay i promise ill go visit you when ican. im also doing online classes so when i have no events and all ill visit you. 2 month just two months and we will all be together most importantly us. okay baby. i love you. and i will forever. your mine and im yours and you know that at any time youcan call me okay"
"matt i-i" he put one of his hands on my cheek and kissed me. its sad to think that this was one of the last kisses we will share in months.
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we were at the airport shawn aaron and jacob left a few hours before us. cam nash hayes and carter were all leaving together. we said goodbye to them and they left since their flight was beging called. taylor and dillion were going stay in the area with some friends a bit longer but they left jut before cam and the others flight was called. mahagony was picked up by her brother at the hotel. something about joing him throughout his shows. it was down to me and matt. our flights were at the same time but his was on the other side of the airport from mine so we just waited in between. when the time came for us to go. i broke out in tears. what am i going to do without matt. im gonna be a wreck. karissa left with both jaacks and would be home a day before school. ill be alone at home mitchel is with his girlfriend in florida.
"matt i dont wanna goo"
"i dont either babe"
"goodbyes suck"
"no this isnt goodbye its a see ya later"
"to hell with see ya laters too"
"hahahah okay"
'flights to colorado295 and virginia306 are now boarding'
"no no no no"
"kris ik its hard. but we have to go home im gonna miss you so much. call me when you get home kay?"
"kay. im ginna miss you matt"
pur lips coneccted one last time before walking to out flights. colorado here i come. sadl.
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{Completed }Summer Love. Matthew Espinosa
Fiksi Penggemaran ordinary girl from colorado named Kris is just heading out for her summer adventure. What will happen when she meets her insperation? read and see!!
