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It's been a week I did n't talk to him about my attitude towards him i am so stupid I was jealous it does n't mean I saw was true to it's my stupid thinking I don't what to do he was calling me but I did n't pick his calls it again my little thinking towards him I know I was wrong but one thing I know I can't just follow what they do I am not rich enough I was thinking it's best we can break up ohh god am I doing right thing ohh god please help me I saw my friend minzy what are you doing at my house .... nothing it's been a while I did n't saw you so I thought we can have a friendly chat .... yea sure it's been a days not while .... ok ok I wanna hang out for dinner do you wanna come with me.... ok I need some fresh air ..... hmm you ok ....yea I am fine ..... where is the restaurant you are taking me !..... that one I already booked for us because it's really good food there .... ok .... what happen you are n't talking at all ..,, hmm nothing just headache .... do you wanna go there or rest .... I am fine nothing serious ....ok we were eating I saw him really silent you ok .... yea .... I thought he would fine if I go with my Bf now is it ok to leave him here hey I just a call from my Bf he just wants see me now can I .... yea sure I will take a cab ....are you sure you seem really disturb and he is to..... yea go on I am fine , I said to her I am fine but I was lonely I need her but she had a Bf to take care how can one person just take care both I know if I told her I need her she would stay but her Bf is also her priority not only me I don't want to be a selfish bestie I already done with dinner I was standing on a street alone then I looked everywhere there was no cab at all what should I do now it's Preity late it's already late night 11 how to get home early before mom call me again she already call me so many times but I do nothing about its ,it's all cab fault I am standing there it's late night 11 :30 hmm i was searching for some cab but I was walking and walking and I don't know how to get home fast it's far from my home it's her favourite restaurant it's far from our home but she came here often but how will I get back I felt like someone is following me I got scared then I looked there was no one I tried to call minzy but she did n't pick and tried mom & dad they must be sleeping I told her I was safe they don't know I am in danger it's all my fault I know they will pick if I asked them then I thought I should call g d because I am dying in fear I just call him and he picked the called immediately ..... I looked over my mobile it was ringing I don't know who must be I look over screen it was seunghyun choi I picked up and said hi to him he said g d I need you to pick me I am middle in a street .....ok ok calm down where are you he told me I grab the key and started the car very fast he don't want me cut the call so I on the speaker and started talking to him ..... hey how much more time to be here .... don't worry 10 minutes more ..... ok just don't cut the call .... ok ok ..... I am scared it's just someone is following me .... so don't look back just walk casually like you don't know someone is following you .... ok .... all be there in few minutes so  don't panic .... ok g d .... are you feeling better .... yea ..... is he still following you .... yea .... I am almost there on that street I can see you I just hide my face with mask before someone see me with him ..... yea I can see your car just hurry up when car stops my heartbeat was in haste I ran to him and hug him tightly he also do the same ..... you ok ..... I am scared just take me home ..... ok ok I am here now don't scared .... ok , he open the car door let me sit first then he drive the car very fast I almost hearing only his car voice speed ....so you want me to take you at your home or mine .... hmm I looked over him he was sleeping peacefully I think you can stay with me for today when we arrived at home I park the car and took him in my arms and lay him down on bed it was quite surprise he was  sleeping so deep did n't realise I took him in my arms lie him down if someone touch him without his permission he just hate them even in sleeping mode he can feel the touch who was his family or someone else it's means he thinks of me as if his own family I think he still loves me to ..... when I opened my eyes it was very bright I looked everywhere it was g d house what am I doing here then I realise I call him last night and pick me from that creepy street but what am I still doing here I just looked over saw him in leaving room hmm good morning .... good morning , how you feeling ..... much better , but what am I doing here .,.., actually you fell asleep in my car so I thought I would take you at my home ..., you should have awake me i wanna go home now ..... why are you so angry ?..... you should have awake me .... that's why are you that angry I did n't get this at all is there something is bothering you about us .,,.. no I am fine I wanna go home ..... what happen I tried to grab his hand but he through my hand if you don't tell me how will I know what is bothering you ..,.. I don't wanna be with you anymore .....ok I need some reasons for that ..... hmm I hate you ..... ok or any other reasons for that hating me that much you want break up with me ..... I hate you ..... ok then go now I don't wanna see your face to .... hmm I looked him he was so angry with me don't wanna see my face ohh gosh I missed him I wanna touch him what am I thinking I was the one who wants to break up now I am thinking over ..... now go it's what you want !..... I started crying when he said go I felt so bed when he said those words what about him he was feeling the same way I am feeling now I felt so vulnerable I started walking at his door then I found him hugging really tight from my backside I felt relief I looked him he was staring my tears eyes I lie my face on his chest and did n't want to let go of him he holds me like a kid in his armsand took me at his room I was still in that position but feeling very relief .,,, are you ok baby .... yea ,I am hungry ....I will cook something for you but you have to let me go first ...,. No I don't want you to go .... ok I will order for you some food ..... yea but stay with me .... ok I am here not going anywhere I love you .... love you to but he did n't asked me why I was so fed up maybe he understood I was not in set of mind talk about all things in my head ..... hey are you ok ...., yea .....it's your choice if wanna talk about all misunderstanding I will not judge you for that ..... thanks but my mind is really stresses I need some rest ..... yea just rest together .... yea g d I was in his arms and really close to him i can feel his fragrance and his breathing I am in love with you g d I said to him .... I know that baby I am in love with you to .... I know now .... I always know you love me really dearly