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That night he was so scared he get up and started crying I don't know what's happening to him did he had a trauma before or I am not getting it ' it's been a whole week he still cries every night and did n't tell me what's happening to him are you ok baby ..... I am fine just little tired .... you can sleep more then ..... just stay here I will sleep .... I am not going any where so don't worry .... ok he fell asleep like he do for a week he just sleeps I think I should consult for him a doctor or psychiatrist I don't know what am I thinking it's an hour I was talking to my psychiatrist he tells me he just had a breakup or something he feels negative about him so treat him more love anyone can ever show to him I am sure he will be fine after that he is just scared nothing more so don't worry you're friends gonna be fine just treat him well ' thanks Is it my fault he is feeling dishearten and it's all my fault to make him like this I should have think before breaking with him I am going to cure him now ..... jiyong can I have a glass of water .... sure baby I used that word baby he feels happy I can see he was blushing but don't want me to show how cute he was .... thanks jiyong .... can I ask you something .... hmm .... why you call me by my name I am elder .... I don't know it's feels more better then oppa .... hmm whatever you like to call me you can but you are going to have a lunch with me at table not here .... ok sure I was happy when he called me baby it's been a while I am hearing this word again from a same person ..... you like it ..... hmm.... lunch ..... yummy .... thanks ' I was thinking can I call my bandmate here with us for dinner ..... yea sure I want to meet them properly like we never did before when we were in a relationship ..... can I ask you .... what is it ! ..... do you still hate me what I did ..... don't say anything we are good now so don't worry about past ....I want to be your Bf again do I have a still chance ..... I was shocked but I was expecting this I still wanna be with you so my answer is yes ..... so we are Bf again ..... yes and I am happy we are back together ..... can i ask you something .... sure ..... I love you but you seem look scared to me now and before I met you ' you were energetic but shy to ' what happened to you !..... i got depressed when you said you don't like me anymore and  you break up with me easily I am not a star like  you ' you do everything easily I don't trust you ..... hmm I promise I will make you can trust me more not like before I made so promises but I breaking your heart so easily I will try my best to gain your trust again ..... I know ..... let's go watch some tv and I can call my friends to invite here and I send them messages of this new apartment address to for bb party ....ohh that's wonderful bb party .... you like it .... it's funny .... hmm .... I am joking ... ohh why don't we call them for night over here to..... you can do that to I wanna see your friends to ..... ok then I will call then .....20 minutes later I invite all of bb member and cl to she is very close to me to ..... that's wonderful she is like a scary person to me .... hmm why is that ..... I don't know her strong vibes are to strong for me ..... and what about my strong vibes you can handle them ..... hmm I was surprised and blushing and he was getting close to me but I was to shy to do that ..... you are so cute ' I need your help in kitchen ..... ok what should I do help you ..... cut the onions ..... ok ' I was cutting then but my tears started falling ..... I looked him he was crying are you ok ..... I am fine just I never cut the onions in my life ..... it's ok I will cut them you can cut the veg ..... ok I am happy he did n't let me cut that monster onions they are very scary .....that's fine I will do the others work you can rest then .... I can help more if you like ..... I am good 'go get some rest because we are going to awake whole night and we are going to have a good time ..... hmm that's quite exciting to me ..... that's why I am saying get some rest and I am coming to for a rest ..... ok I am going ..... after done with all cooking I got in a bedroom and had a good rest after awaking I was feeling fresh .... you are awake ..... hmm what are you doing .... nothing just having a coffee do you wanna to ..... that would be good ..... here is your coffee ..... thanks I was looking  him I think he changed his cloth  did take a bath ..... hmm yea .... you smell like heaven ....hmm I was kind a like it when he talks to me really sweet things and kind of romantic..... are you ok ...... I am good I thought I should clean a house so I was doing that so I took a bath later that's it ,..... but it's very good smell .... hmm..... he is a innocent puppy 'nothing just lets go they are going to be here in a minute .... ohh let's see where are they I can't see them yet ..... they are here ohh how you been taeyang ..... good and you !,.... very well hey seungri .... hello hyung ..... hey cl .... hello bro ..... hey daesung .... hello hyung ..... dara welcome ..... thanks jiyong .... friends he is my friend seunghyun choi ..... hello .... they all said hi to him together ....welcome ..... yea sure he looks young to me jiyong .... yes he is 17 ....ohh so you are sleeping together .... are you nuts cl he is my love .... ohh so you are in love and what about her she is still not over you ..... but I am cl I am in love with him ..... I can see that because he is continuously looking us and maybe trying to get your attention ....you think so !...... sure he is in love with you to ..... I looked him he was blushing I think she is right ..... hmm hyung I am starving .... let's eat dinner together then ..... you are right it's been a days hyung we never met that like it's a bonding time .... yea you are right daesung ' shall we start come on guys take your sits ....I was so scared to sit with them I was looking him but he was so busy in talking to them and did n't even see me I am here to they all sit together and started talking but did n't see I was here to I am not good with communications then suddenly I saw jiyong he was looking at me I just smiled his side because I don't know what to do all the time he was talking to them I felt neglect can't he see me for a seconds when he do that I loved him but when he is n't looking I felt angered towards him they all prayed and I was doing the same after that we all started eating and they were all appreciating his cooking skills and thanking him for inviting them here for night with a friend a very long time ago we are doing this get together .... so what you do .... hmm me I am studying .... major ..... I joined a law university ..... ohh that's wonderful you must be smart boy .... I am not that good .... you are lying no one do law with out brain ..... hmm they all started laughing but I was shocked taeyang is pulling my leg like that making a fun of me I was little sad he don't like me .... ohh please what you did taeyang you are just graduate nothing else and he is smartest then you all and I am
Very proud of him he is shy to say that he is smart student and that's called down to earth that's why I am friend with him he is smartest one and I want him to be my new accountant he can handle all my accounts later I hope he going think about my proposal .......he was praising me and I am feeling very good now .... sorry man I was so rude to you ..... it's ok..... and we are to ..... no I am fine you were just saying nothing mean it so it's fine with me ..... after having a dinner we all were having a conversation about future planning and I was still looking at him I want to sit with him but he was having a conversation with daesung and I am feeling really jealous hmm so what about you daesung what are you going to do in a future ..... you know already I love music so I am
Happy what am I doing and I do have other things to do but they can wait .... ohh I was looking him then suddenly he stares at me I was blushing and he smiled at me ohh my god he is very Preity for me ..... so jiyong what are you looking .... nothing cl .... are you sure !..... yes I am but then I get up and sit with beside seunghyun choi I felt like he was waiting for me the whole time ....but I was looking over cl then I saw him sitting beside me hmn why he is here now ......are you ok ! ..... yea but do you have a time for me ... sorry I did n 't mean it I am here now .... hmm it's ok I was missing your feeling beside me .....ohh you should have said I will be sit with you all the time .... I am much better now you are here ..... ohh should I go then you can miss me more ..... hmm are you going to leave me seriously ..... not really I wanna see your react ..... you always do that .... only because I am in love with you ..... ohh actually I was thinking about us getting together properly like a Bf .... so you are going to move with me in our new home ..... yes sure but you are not going to shout on me or not gonna ignore me .... promise I will stay with you forever .... ok let's go get some rest maybe they are tired to .... guys let's had some rest ..... yes jiyong I am damn tired ..... there are two rooms you can share with each other and you cl you can rest in sofa .... I am ok with it .... so I will bring blanket for you ..... ok ....after giving a cl a blanket then I hurry up for my rest ..... I was waiting for him to come and love me and cuddle me like he always used to do ..... hey you are waiting for me ..... yes ..... now I am here come here let me cuddle you..... hmm but I am little shy to do that ..... hey come on please don't tease me I want you to beside me..... but...... so you don't like me anymore ..... hmm I love you .....love you to I saw him getting close to me and lie his head down on my shoulder I felt relief ..... now we are good .... very well baby and good night .... you to jiyong .