IN THE HOSPITAL

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Calvin's P.O.V

I has been four hours since i got her back. As soon as she blacked out in my arms, i called my driver, who drove us to the nearest hospital, thankfully it was the hospital which was close to my house. I contacted my mother as soon as i had Alaina.

"Son, where is my daughter? Oh my goodness what have they done to you? My beautiful innocent girl. I'm so sorry that we let this happen to you. You do not deserve this, please my baby wake up and come back to us. We need you, even though Calvin said all that rubbish to you the last time, i assure you he did not mean it. I will not let anything happen to you ever again, i promise you that." She said while she cried.

I've never seen my mother so upset. I felt a pull on my heart strings. I wanted her to wake up, i wanted her back, i wanted the Alaina who always woke up early and cleaned the house, the one who cooked me food, the woman who made my house a home, the woman who made me feel whole. The woman who i loved, but will never admit to her, because of my ego. I swallowed my pride and spoke what was on my mind. I don't know if she could hear me, because she looked like she had lost the life in her. Her right leg had been bandaged up and  her face had plasters all over it. Her whole body was another topic, she looked like she had been whipped, beaten to the pulp. I  had to ask her what happened once she wakes up what really happened, I decided that because i was a wimp and i did not want her to hear what i was about to say, i said the words the  which had been itching my throat to come out.

" I love you Alaina. Almost loosing you made me realize how much i really love you. I admitted it the first day you spent in my house, but i admitted it indirectly. I think you caught it, but i denied because i did not want to bruise my ego by letting you say that you did not feel the same way. I've never loved before. You are my first, that is why i am not man enough to tell you how i feel about you. I have the need to feel like i am in control, i have to be dominant. I only feel this way because of what happened in my last relationship, truth be told that i never loved her, but the minute i saw you, i felt something. I tried to deny how i felt towards you by making you feel as though i am disgusted with you and i tried to make you see me as a monster. I tried to make you feel as if i did not feel anything but hate and disgust towards you. I'm sorry, for what i did and what i will do when you come back, i am possessive and i feel as though i will be towards you. Please come back to me, i need you." I cried and spoke at the same time. I spoke my mind, i only spoke with this much confidence because she was asleep. 

"Mr Alonzo and Mrs Alonzo (Calvin's mother) do not worry about Alaina, she will be fine, she is just in a state of shock, that is why she fainted. Another reason she fainted would be because of pain,starvation and lack of liquid in her system. I feel like with what you told me, i suspect that they starved her and denied her of water, and with the additional beatings and torturing, she went through a lot. It is a miracle that she is alive and breathing. Although i advice that when she wakes up, that she takes a lot of rest, preferably bed rest and that she eats a lot also drinks a lot for at least three weeks. This time should also allow her wounds to heal. I also hope that her right leg would get a  better. Be careful with her as she will need to get carried most of the time,  it would be likely that she will not walk or stand on her leg for at least another 4 weeks. Mr Calvin, i know that the two of you live together, please look after her. I advice that you stop her stop her from doing any strenuous activities. Help her do most of the things she does, for example: having her shower, taking her to the toilet, as she cannot stand to wash her hands, taking her upstairs and downstairs. ETC. Also make sure she does not stand for too long, as she will hurt herself more and also increase the healing time needed for her leg and the rest of her body, thank you" The doctor instructed

"Thank you Doc, i will  make sure he does as you just instructed, i will go to the house sometimes as well to keep them company." My mother said.

"Yes, thank you Doc, i will make sure that i do what you said. Do you know when she will be waking up, how long will it take before it is time to take her home?" I said

"It won't take long, fingers crossed, she will be up any minute from now, It can also take days or weeks. Hopefully though with how strong she is looking she will be up before next week."

With this he left the room, saying he had other patients to look after. I pray she wakes up soon, i have to apologize to her and then try and help her when we get home. It would be so hard though considering the things i wanted to make clear to her. 

How do i make her believe she is below me if i have to help her?

How will she respect me if i am the one that does everything for her?

Most importantly, how will i hide my feelings from her if i am going to spend all my time with her?




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