The pregnant maid

What do I do?

Calvin's P.O.V

I messed up bad. I messed up real bad. I can't believe I made her feel the way she felt or is still feeling. As she walked out of the door with her sister and my baby, I could not help but feel useless. My mother waved at her whilst she waved back with that beautiful smile of hers. She looked at me and then walked away. I got to hold my child but i could not keep the two people I wanted the most.
I looked at my mother, tears building in the corners of my eyes, she looked back at me with pity but then changed the look to that of anger and disappointment. 
"I warned you didn't i? I told you that if you did not watch how you treated her she would slip through your fingers and onto the grasp of another. Yet you thought you knew everything and did what you thought was right. When I told you that your father was not a good man and that the advice he gave you was not a good. Yet you insisted on doing what he said and even more because you thought pleasing him would make you happy. Well now you see that it makes no one happy, i noted the one woman who would heve been good for you had been left broken and hurt. The words you threw at her all that time,you did not consider how she felt!"
"Mum she did not say she had a problem with it though...."
"Of course she did not say anything,you were her employer and you were paying her. That was how she was going to pay for her sisters education and for the sustainability of their parents home. If she said anything she feared you would fire her, hit her or maybe even cuss her like you always do. I hope you have a good way to fix this. To fix her because she is a good girl and the way you treated her was disgusting. You Ave a lot of things to work for when it comes to her. The hole you dug up around her is massive and would take a lot to cover it up. You have a lot to work for. I advice you better give her space for some time then start thinking of things to do that will help you earn her forgiveness." She said.

I walked out of the hospital with my mother and got into her car with her. I then called one of my drivers to drive my car back to my house. As i sat in the car i could not help but think of the events that occurred now. The car was uncomfortably silent, yet i knew nothing that could break the silence, i had caused this, if i had been a real man and admitted my feelings or even treated Alaina right, i would not be in this situation, maybe i would even be in the car with her and my baby.

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Alaina's P.O.V

As i walked out if the hospital, i stood there so i could gather my thoughts. I think i made the right decision to leave and also to take Christina with me. I know he wanted to spend time with his daughter, but as a mother i could not spend time away from my daughter. I felt sort of bad having to take his child away from him like that, but i had no other choice, in order for her to stay with him, i would also have to stay, i was not going to leave my child with him just like that knowing that he may bring another woman near my daughter, i did not want ti put my child in any sort of danger. However if i decided to stay with him and Christina i am not only hurting my child i am also hurting myself more, both emotionally and physically, i did not want my child growing up in an environment where her mother was scared of being hit or being insulted in any way. I didn't want my child growing up thinking that it was OK for men to put you down, i wanted her to know that as a woman she had to be extremely strong and not depend on any man or allow a man hit her because she is being "respectful". Do not get me wrong, she had to be respectful, but not to the extent where she would be pushed around like a little rag doll. What happened to me cannot happen to her.  

I promised him that once Christina is 6 months i would return back to the house, but i doubt i would, i was scared. I would send pictures of her to him every once in a while. I just wanted to know that when i went back, he would not be cruel to me and my daughter, i also did not want him bringing various women to the house in front of me. Not just because i had feelings for him and that i would get jealous, but also because i did not want the women to come there and start judging me and my daughter, i don't want to be seen as the gold digging mother, who used her child to trap Calvin into settling down, if that was the case in any circumstance, then i know i and Christina will definitely be tracked down and probably harmed.  

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Calvin's P.O.V

I know she said she would come back with my daughter after 6 months, but 6 months is a long time to be away from someone who you love and also your new born daughter. However i doubt she would come back when our daughter is 6 months though because she may be scared that i may hurt her or the baby. I have been going to therapy and i know now i am able to get my anger under control and also how to control my possessiveness. She may also be thinking that i may bring all sorts of women to the house, however that would be the last thing i would do, ever since the day she was pushed down the stairs for standing up for me, i haven't had the courage to go with any other woman. Whenever i went to the club and looked at another female, i felt as if i was betraying Alaina and my baby. 

Mum dropped me off and refused to come in. I walked into the house and was greeted by the sound of eerie silence, i was used to having Alaina singing or talking to the other maids, but now i looked for the other maids and realized that they themselves were not around, making me believe they would be in the quarters. I started walking upstairs when suddenly i saw the two maids in question coming from the kitchen.

"Good evening sir." One of them said 

"Good evening?" I answered skeptically and tiredly.

"Sir what about Alaina and the baby?" The same maid asked curiously, the other nodding frantically.  

"How do you know she had a baby?" I asked sharply, i hadn't told them so how did they know.i hadn't told any of them, sir it is on newspapers and also on E! news. It is also on other billionaire and celebrity gossip sir" 

As soon as they said that i went and put on the TV in my bedroom and also put on my apple iPad and they were telling the truth, Alaina was everywhere. Her coming out if the hospital, her carrying our new born baby and her getting in the car with her sister. I then saw pictures of myself getting into my mother's car. I immediately called Alaina, although she did not answer i left a message with her saying that she would be better of staying undercover for the time being and that she should avoid talking to any stranger she did not know, i was not trying to control her life but trying to keep her and my daughter safe. 

I was worried for her and the baby, because my daughter was not even a day old yet and she is having to face thus. I also felt for Alaina as she herself was not used to this, i know she would not want the attention given to her by the press, knowing what they are like, i know they will label her and the labels would be extremely mean. They may end up saying how she got pregnant for me for the money and if she refused to speak out they would say that she is trying to hide the fact that she is a gold digger and how she is trying to trap me with a baby. I had to do something, and i had to do it fast. 

AUTHORS NOTE; YOU GUYS MUST BE DISAPPOINTED IN ME FOR NOT UPDATING FOR SO LONG, I AM SO SORRY, MY PHONE HAS JUST BEEN FIXED, BUT THE SCREEN THAT WAS PUT ON IS RUBBISH, THE BACK BUTTON AND THE OTHER DOUBLE PAGE PAGE IS NOT WORKING FULLY. ALSO SOMETIMES THE SCREEN HAD LINES ON IT MAKING ME USE MY PHONE LESS AND LESS. BARE WITH ME I WILL MAKE UP FOR THE LOST CHAPTERS THIS WEEK THANK YOU