What If (ziall)

Chapter 2

Niall pov. 

I run into the lockers to take a shower and change. I was all sweaty and ugly, I hated that. As soon as I got out of the lockers I was greeted by Hazza in his sweats.

"Hey hot stuff ready to go?" he ask me, with a weak smile.

"Yeah Hazza, I'm so damn tired." I said returning the weak smile.

"My place or yours?" he ask.

" Yours Hazza" I said tiredly.

"Okay then hot stuff, I'll just stop at McDonald's for food, alright with you?" he ask with a smile.

"Yeah Hazza sure whatever..." I said, really not caring. I was just so tired, I just wanted to sleep in a comfy bed.

"Hey you okay, you usual all excited over food...you feeling okay hot stuff?" he ask worriedly, as we got in the car.

"Yeah Hazza I'm just tired you know..." I said with a tired tone and a weak smile.

"Alright hot stuff, I'll stop quickly in there and soon you'll be able to sleep in my comfy bed. We'll be home soon hot stuff don't worry...Oh and by the way call your mother before she gets worried, okay?" he said in a protective and brotherly voice, and gave me a smile.

"Okay big brother of mine I'll call mom right now." I laugh at my own joke while Hazza just gave me a weird look.

"Mom, I'm gonna sleep over at Hazza's house... Yes mom... No... Okaay...yes I understood you... Mkay...love you too mommy." I said as I hung up.

"What did she say?" Harry ask .

"The usual" I say casually.

"You've been sleeping over at my house since we were five and she still gives you the same questions and talk. Does she not trust me..." he said while shaking his head.

"Hey Hazza you know how my mom is, she's a lil' over protective...that's how she's always been with me." I told him with a huge grin.

"Mamma's boy" he said with a smirk.

"Well look who's talking daddy's boy." I said with a smirk of my own.

"Oh shut it! It's not my fault that your dad doesn't love you." he said it without thinking and instantly regretting it. I just sat there looking him in shock.

"Oh shit!! I'm so sorry, I didn't mean it hot stuff!" he said as regret was in his eyes and voice and all over his face.

I look down at my hands. My eyes were instantly getting watery and my vision was getting all blurry. 

"Hey it's alright, it's the truth hazza, no worries." I told him while one tear roll down my face.

"No it's not okay, it's not my place to say that. I shouldn't have said that! It's just you know me just blurting out stuff without even thinking!" he said with gritted teeth, obviously regretting saying what he told me.

I just look down saying nothing at all, while another tear roll down my face. I know he said it without thinking but it still hurt. I know it wasn't his fault that my dad didn't love me or even wanted me to be his son. Actually it was nobodies fault but my own. It was MY fault because after all ...everything I do or ever did is wrong and worthless. That's all I will ever be to my dad...& everyone.

"nialler....hot stuff... I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that... I don't know whats wrong with me. " he said with a loud sigh.

"It's alright Hazza. It isn't your fault that my dad doesn't love me or even wants me. It's my fault. I'm worthless. It's the truth" I said holding in a cry. He immediately stop the car and look at me with sad and anger eyes combine together.

"Don't you ever of the evers dare to say that! It isn't your fault that your dad doesn't love you. He's stupid for not doing so cuz your one hell of a boy. Damn if you were my son, I would be the proudest dad ever and I would love you a whole lot, like you can't imagine! Your dad is a stupid immature bastard who doesn't know how to appreciate who he has as a son! And don't say your worthless! Cuz your not, your special your unique and an amazing friend. Your flawless, your perfect, so don't you dare say your worthless in front of me or anyone or even to yourself cuz your not! Now baby boy I love you a lot and I would die if I were ever to lose you so please don't say that about yourself. So please, please don't you ever say that" he said while his eyes were getting watery. And then he just grab me and push me into a hug. "I love you, so promise me!" he said into the top of my head while my face was in his chest. " Promise you what?" I ask with teary eyes. "That you won't ever think that your worthless or that it's your fault that your dad doesn't love you" he said while still crying. "I promise" I said. And that's when I lost it. I cried my eyes out. I let it all out, while he tried his best to comfort me and rub my back to sooth me and he never let me go. And this why he's like my big brother cuz he's always there for me...

Soon enough we got to his house or should I say his mansion. Harry was super rich, you may think that he's parents should work hard and that they would never be home with hazza but that was not true. Hazza's dad was entrepreneur and so he could work from his mansion.

"Mom, dad, I'm home and so is Niall" Hazza yelled as soon as we enter.

"Oh hi my boys, I miss you so much baby boys" Mrs. Styles hug me and hazza both, and gave us our usual forehead kiss. She was just so motherly like that. Since I spent so much time with hazza she was practically like my second mother. She even told me to call her mom too, which I did.

"Hey boys" Mr. Styles said as he hug me and hazza. He was practically like my second father too.

"Have you eaten already boys?" Mrs. Styles ask.

"Yes mom," Hazza reply while I reply with, "Yes momma styles".

"Okay then boys, there's soup in the fridge incase if you guys get hungry later...well me and dad are going to go to sleep already boys, don't sleep in too late boys. Remember it's school night." Momma styles told us, as she was on her way to her and Mr. Styles room.

"Well c'mon hot stuff. Lets go to my room so you can change and sleep, you seem really tired." Hazza said as he pull an arm around my shoulders in a brotherly way, as he usually did, as he lead us into his room.

Soon enough we were both change in sweats and in bed. We exchange our good nights and slept off hoping tomorrow would be a better day... A better day with my bad boy.

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Okay so this is my first story I write so please don't judge to harsh, I'm trying my best here.

And sorry there was none of ziall here but dont worry in the next chapters, there will be plenty enough:)

Please comment and give me your opinion about the story, it would really mean a lot. Thanks for reading:)

-Jessica<3