Chap9-wrong or right decision ?

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Ilang araw na rin bako dito ?
at ilang araw nadin bang magiging cold ang kasama ko dito ??
nililibang ko na nga lang yung sarili ko kay yesha at kye eh.
simula nung gabing yun,di ko na naka-usap ng matino si chris
ginawa ko na lahat-lahat pero ang reply nya lang nod,yes,no
yung lang.nothing more nothing less
si Japeth din ! simula nung gabing yun di na tumawag or nag-text
nagkakaroon lang ako ng magandang convey minsan di pa matino kay minion at kay kuya idol lang
si ganda naman ang tanda-tanda na grounded pa. hayy. anu na bang gagawin ko ?? ang saya-saya ko lang last week ah ? ewan ko ba.di ko na alam...
"ah chris aalis pala ako mamaya. ipapakita ko na yung final na design" paalam ko. feeling ko kasi aalis na NAMAN sya eh. oo lagi na syang umaalis ! may practice man o wala
nakikipag-date na kaya yun sa ibang babae ? oh no!!!
"okay " at sa wakas ! 3words na ang naririnig ko sa kanya.
after nyang sabihin yun umalis na sya
hayy buhay nga naman ...
pero boring nga naman ang buhay pag walang thrill
nag-ayos ayos muna ako sa condo nya.walis-walis
sa ilalim ng sofa may nakapa ako..
teka, what's this ??
a book ? a dictionary ??
dictionary nga, napa-smile ako ng wala sa oras dun
itatabi ko na sana kaso may lumaglag . naka-fold na paper
i opened it para basahin
'i dont know why im doing this for her,learning how to speak in tagalog? im just enjoying to be with her. but last night i really want her to answer that.she was supposed to answer me when someone called her.and she answered it as fast as she can.i think i already know who called her, and i just said that just dont mind my question cause i know. she will not answer it anyway, anyway why am i writing this kind of shit?'
is this a diary ? i think its too private.
sinoli ko nalang agad yun sa ilalim ng sofa
my gosh ..! what was that ?
then someone called me.

and this someone is kye. parehas pala sila ng name ni big bro?
"yes ?"
(yes ka dyan.pumunta ka na dito)
"yes na nga diba?pupunta na" nag-ayos nadin ako para umalis

Chris POV

after that night. i didnt talk to her
ayokong malito sya , cause i know what's her answer before he called her. and i dont think that she can answer my question after he called her. what a co-incidence
we stayed in that treatment for about four days. how can i manage that ?
how i miss the old us
how i miss to tease her
how i miss to make her smile by speaking in tagalog
how i miss her laughter
i quickly hide when she comes out of my unit
and i simply followed her
and yeah,everyday sa lahat ng appointment nya i followed her and she didnt notice that
so shes here in kye's place again
i stay here in 2hours just to wait for her
she came out with kye ,what was that?
i followed them until we reach the

theme park ??
what they are doing here ? such a child thing
wait,Are they dating ?
awww .sweet
kye looks so nervous.I move closer to hear their conversation

"wow kye youre being mabait na to me"
psh. mabait -_-
"did you really dont noticed that?"
she will not noticed that because she's manhid
how many times kaya na tinurukan sya ng anesthesia? 
"what?  what will i noticed? " see?
"that ummhh..." she's manhid and he's torpe. -.-
"diba wala ka naman boyfriend? "
"and so ?" she's really manhid huh ?
"i like you,and i think im fal--"
he's confessing. dont!
saming 2 pa nga lang nalilito na.

"she has! so dont you dare touch my girl " then i held her and manage her up to my car
"teka! Chris nasasaktan ako!  ano ba?" no you're not.. 
"Chris bitiwan mo nga ako!ano ba?"she's acting that she's really hurt
why is she.. aish!
"we're going home"
"no! i will stay in our house " i think she's mad
so ganun kalaki yung epekto ni kye for her?
until we reach my condo. Okay, we'll talk

Xena's POV

ano bang problema nya? he's insane.nakikipag-usap pako then bigla na lang syang susulpot para kaladkarin ako ng ganun lang? eh ni hindi nya nga ako pinansin ng ilang araw
oo gusto ko ngang pansinin nya nako but napuno narin naman ako
hindi ko narin kini-keri
kapag gusto nya kong kausapin dun nya lang ako kakausapin ganon?
abah. di na tama yun!
ansama-sama nya talaga! nakaka-inis sya
nakaladkad nya nako hanggang condo nga

"ANO BANG PROBLEMA MO HA??" di ko na naiwasang nagtaas ng boses.naiinis narin kasi talaga ako
"You! you are my problem!!!!!" nalilito ako
"what??me???"
"Are you dating with him? "
"wala ka na Dun !!"
"TELL ME!!!" nagulat ako kasi pinag-taasan nya ko ng boses
hawak-hawak nya yung dalawang braso ko
"dahil dun lang nagagalit kana? " he looked straigth at my eyes
then my phone rang

*Kye Calling*
sinagot ko to have my apology
"he---"
"hello.don't call at my girl again!" and he off my phone
"fudge! ANO BA TALAGANG PROBLEMA MO HA?"
"DONT GO NEAR HIM!!"
"AND WHY? CHRIS YOU KNOW PIKON NA PIKON NA TALAGA AKO SAYO! ALAM MO BA YUN? DI PORKET ALAM MONG GUSTO KITA AABUSUHIN MO YUN! DI MO NAMAN AKO LARUAN NA KUNG KAILAN MO GUSTONG KAUSAPIN O PANSININ DUN MO LANG AKO MAPAPANSIN!HOY CHRIS TAO DIN AKO!TAO! OO MALAKI UTANG NA LOOB KO SAYO SA PAGPAPATULOY SAKIN DITO PERO CHRIS NAHIHIRAPAN DIN AKO!ALAM MO BANG ANG HIRAP TIISIN YUNG APAT NA ARAW NA PARANG WALA LANG SAYO HUH? PARANG SOBRANG BIGAT NG PAKIRAMDAM KO PAG NAIISIP KONG GALIT KA SAKIN HUH? TAPOS KAKALADKARIN MO LANG AKO KUNG KELAN MO GUSTO?CHRIS,HINDI MOKO YAYA!SIGURO KAYA KAYO NAGHIWALAY DAHIL SA UGALI MO! NGAYON KO LANG NALAMAN. ANG SAMA MO PALA!ANG SAM--------"
i didnt finish my sentence because he cut me off
he shut me......
O___O
i was so shocked...
he shut me,,

he cut me
using his lips...
i feel his soft lips pressing into mine
that time when our lips met
the time stopped. i didn't recover
that was my first kiss

"shut the fck up!you didn't know why i  did that ! and you wanna know why?i  did that cause i want to protect you!and now youre shouting at me you're mad at me? you're asking me why i treat you that way? bacause im jealous! you happy?"
O___O
because... hes.....????
napansin nya sigurong shock padin ako
binitawan nya na yung braso ko

"ah i-i-im sorry " utal nya pang apology
"sige. I'll rest, just follow" then he walk up to his room
napa-hawak ako sa labi ko

did he really kiss me?
napa-upo ako sa sofa. hindi mag-sink in sa utak ko yung mga nangyari ,he's protecting me,he's jealous
that's why he kissed me
hhhmmm ! Xena!  NO!NO!
he kissed you kasi gusto ka nya??
hhhmmm ! No!No!
nagulat lang sya,nabigla lang din sya kaya nya nagawa yun!!
oo tama.ganun nga!
aiisshh naman eh..

Chris POV

why did i do that?
maiilang lang sya for what i did
what am i going to do?
antagal ko ng nakahiga thinking but wala parin sya
where is she, its late midnight
almost 3,
i went outside and i saw her sleeping in sofa 
aiissh i told her to follow..
i dont know what to do ! 

Xena's POV

pagkagising ko ,, im here in his bed na
teka,panung ?
wala naman sya dito sa room kaya okay lang
sumilip ako sa labas para tignan sya
and yeah, hes sleeping in sofa
he's so gentle talaga, he carried me para ako nalang yung sa bed then sya nalang yung sa sofa
kung bakit ba naman ang sweet at ang bait nya eh
nawala na tuloy yung galit ko sa kanya
pero, hindi naman talaga ako nagalit sa kanya. tagtampo at nainis lang
inayos ko na lahat ng gamit ko,,
i think i have to go
para hindi nalang sya mailang sakin
ayoko namang mag-stay para mailang sya at maging awkward ang lahat
gusto ko rin sanang makapag-isip kaming dalawa.
pero san naman ako magi-stay ??
ang hirap naman kasi eh >_<

tinignan ko yung phone ko kasi may nag-text

From:Japethbabes

'san ka ? may game kami bukas,punta ka ?

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nagparamdam din sya sa wakas !
pero masama ba ko kung

sa kanya nalang ako mag-stay ?

masama ba ?
sa tingin ko,wala namang masama dun eh.

To : Japethbabes

ikaw san ka ? sunduin moko sa *** dyan muna ako sa bahay mo

…………… wag nalang kaya ?
*sent June 24,20-- 8:15am*
nyeek ! henebeyen !
sige na nga okay na panindigan na !!

From : Japethbabes

bakit ? anong nangyari ?
okay, on the way nako

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nag-ayos narin ako para aalis
pagkalabas ko ng room

"where do you think youre going?"
dala ko na din kasi yung baggage ko
"ah kay japeth muna ako"
napansin kong napa-yuko sya,o nagha-hallucinate lang ako ?
"okay, take care"
after he said that
parang ang sakit ,,
feeling ko naman daw pipigilan nya ko
feelingera kasi ako eh.!
hay naku Chris Ellis ano ba kasi talaga ang ginawa mo sakin ?

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