I Needed You

~TIME HEALS EVERYTHING~

this is my last chapter hope u guys like it

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CHAPTER 5:

I went to the carnival with Lauren.  Its been years and we 'both' are in a relationship. She knows about my past,she is my present and I hope she will be with me in the future. When I'm around Lauren I feel complete. Her younger brother usually comes to my home and my aunt loves him.

I had to get over [her]. For years now, a stone had been sitting on my heart. I'd shed a lot of tears over [her], lost a lot of sleep, eaten a lot of cake batter. Somehow, I had to move on. Life would be hell if I didn't shake loose from the grip she had on my heart. I most definitely didn't want to keep feeling this way, alone in a love affair meant for two.

This exactly was the case between Gwen and I. Lauren was completely different she loved me.

All this time I realized that Gwem was not the right person for me, and I wouldn't have known if Laurem wouldn't have come in my life.

I knew that if you give time to problems everything would turn out to fine.....and it had. My life was perfect,though my heart was still wounded. Trust was very important in my life,.....its like if you crush a paper and open it again it can't be perfect.

I've faced many problems and lost the people who were close to me....but Gwen was not close so why should I let her hurt me. When I think of the time when Lauren wasn't in my life , when I used to live in this big bubble filled with fantasies....m., I used to think how self absorbed I was  that I forgot my social life. I never had friends but now I have Lauren,  I gave love and got love.

I lost my family, lost my friends ,but most importantly I lost myself, but Lauren found me at some point  and all I have is her.

Only Her

I needed her.
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hope u guys like it as this means a lot to me... 

- farhan