Miya's Point of View
It's been a few days and I haven't left my room. I just can't face anyone anymore. That drive I once had just left. I didn't think what Jackson said would hit so hard. Maybe it was because I wanted acceptance from my family, but I couldn't. No one likes a failure. Suga came in to apologize for yelling but I didn't care that he yelled. I deserved it all. These boys should hate me for everything I have put them through.
I finally decided that I couldn't do this anymore. I have no home, no money and no family. What is there left for me to lose really? I looked out in the hallway and it was clear. I think the boys are out practicing today so I went into their bathrooms for anything really. I know they got something strong because RM had surgery a while ago. I looked through his stuff and found painkillers. It was half full and I took it to my room. Do I really have the strength to take these? I would end the pain but I would end my life...forever. I then threw the bottle down.
"I can't! I just can't!" I screamed.
I decided I needed to leave and get some air. Maybe sometime outside would lift my spirits. I looked terrible but didn't care. The sun kind of hurt my eyes because I haven't seen it for a while. I was aimlessly walking around not thinking. But my feet brought me to BigHit entertainment.
"Huh that's weird."
I started to walk again not paying attention till I heard someone yell but it was too late. I felt so much pain throughout my body. My sight was all blurry but fading the next second. Maybe this is fate. This is what I wanted in the end. I should just...give in. But then I heard a voice. It was so far away but I swear...Jungkook?
"NOONA!"
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The Brother I Never Knew
FanfictionA girl on the search for her birth parents. But what she didn't expect to find was her older brother, who was a kpop idol. Miya was adopted into an unloving family because she wasn't their real daughter. She found clues on where to possibly find he...
