She always wondered why she suffered. Was it because she gave into the pressure and let herself become weak. Or was it that she was forced to break herself or else everyone else wouldn't be happy with who she was.
She let herself give into the torture they out her through. She let herself believe that she is weak and she became weak. She let them tell her that she isn't worth anything. She let them break her.
But why did she do that. Why didn't she stand up and stop it when she could. Why has she always endured it. Why?
She found the answer to all her questions but it was too late. She knew why she gave in. She knew why she believed them and she knew why she didn't help herself. She found her answers with her last breath. She found her answers and peace at the same time. They were meaningless to her now.
But to you they held meaning. And you held on after you found out.
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Depressing thoughts
AcakThis is just a way I cope with my depression. I was told that writing is always better then hurting. For anyone struggling with self harm write it out. Please don't bottle up let someone know.
