My First Heartbreak

Prologue

Broken.

Completely and entirely broken.

The type of broken where your brain stops functioning and all you can do is think about that one person who is responsible for it. And yet you think about them, let all those memories play in your mind that makes you want to break more.

In these moments you start acting on your instincts and stop thinking and all you want to do is die with those memories and happy times you spent with them. It's all about that one instinct where you want to finish yourself, not wanting to live in this world anymore.

But with the knife in her hand, Valeria was powerless. Her hands wouldn't work, all she had to do was pick up that knife and slit her wrist but she couldn't bring herself to do that. She was feeling like the weakest person in the world and her mind drifted off to all those times where her father made her believe that she was the strongest girl and can do anything that she wants to.

Her father. Her mother. Her family. Her own little world . She loved them way too much and knew very well that they would not be able to take the loss of one more daughter.

She thought of her little brother and how she loved him and how much he loved her back. She thought of the time when he was crying because he couldn't find Waverley, their elder sister and thought he had hurt her and that was because she was hiding from him and was asking her parents where she went. Little did he knew that Waverley would never come back.

She remembered all those times when she thought how her sister could commit suicide just because of one person and not think of her family. Was that person even bigger than her family?

And now, she herself was in the same position willing to give up. But she knew she was stronger than that. Stronger than these little instincts.
Stronger than those stupid little happy memories that made her not want to live anymore.

She was not going to end her life. One heartbreak wasn't worth it, right?
She knew she couldn't do this for her mother, her father, her brother heck for herself too.

She had her whole life in front of her, her school, her dreams, she had people to meet, the world to see. A gazillion other things to do like complete her novel she was currently reading, play hide and seek with her little brother, take her dog for a walk or just go to her favourite Cafe and drink her favourite frappucino with extra sugar and whipped cream.

She had her freaking life to live and she wasn't going to give up for one person.

So instead of her wrist, she grabbed the nearest thing she could find, a pair of scissors and chopped all her hair off.

All of them. She kept chopping until she felt free of those memories, until the tears stopped and she was feeling a tiny, little, miniscule fraction of happiness.

She recalled all those times when he complimented her hair, touched them, when he used to play with the strands of her hair, tucking them behind her ear. These little gestures made Valeria believe that they were meant for forever. This made her fall in love with him but now he was gone and so was their love, their relationship and the little promise he made. The promise of forever. The promise of loving her forever. The promise of being with her forever.

With her long hair now lying in a heap on the floor, she had made a attempt to erase all those memories. She'd decided that she'll do this everyday and and let go of the bits and pieces that reminded her of him.

She was unfamiliar with all of this. Unfamiliar with this feeling of heartache .

He was her first boyfriend, her first love and the first one to break her heart, he broke her to a level from where there was no coming back.
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And one day she has to recall all of these memories as she tells the story of her first heartbreak

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A/n

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