Whatever You Need

3.

LOGAN

I just got back from my doctors appointment. I just found out that I'm having girl. I'm kinda disappointed because lord knows I can't deal with a little me, but I'm happy either way.

I can't wait to have her though. I have to start going shopping for her and I have to figure out what I'm going to name her. "Hey ugly."

"Hey. Where you been?" I ask Bash as he sits on the bed. "Was handing business. Find out what the baby is?"

"Yeah it's a girl." I reply. "Damn. Another girl? What you wanna name her?"

"I don't know yet. But Milan is a pretty name though." He nods. "I like Milan."

"Yeah that Is cute. Milan Logan Peters." I say. He looks at me trying to roll his eyes.

"She gonna have my last name though. I let you pick out her name but the last name is allll me." He says. "Tuh! If I want my daughter to have my last name guess what?"

"She gone have my last name." I say knowing damn well I'm gonna give her his. "You know you gonna give he my say name so I ain't tripping."

"Whatever." I joke. He bends down and kisses my belly. "Milan my last baby. I swear." He mumbles. "I hope so." I say.

"I hope she's healthy too." I say rubbing the back of his head. "She will be."

"She gonna be here soon too. All my kids came early." He says.

"I hope so because I'm ready to push her out now. She be going crazy in there."

"I love you Logan."

"I love you more Bash."

- -
4 months later

I'm sitting on the hospital bed holding a sleeping Milan. My baby is absolutely beautiful, she looks just like me. She's 9lbs and 7 oz. Milan has her dad's nose and that's it. Yesterday Bash bought the girls to see her.

Lyric and Bayyon were so happy, taking turns holding her and everything. They even gave my baby the nicknames "Lan Lan and Mimi."

She broke me out of my thoughts by starting to crying. Milan barely cries, she only cries when she's hungry and needs her diaper changed. I'm glad that we get to go home today though.

I had gave her, her first bath earlier. I dressed her in a pink polka dot onesie, with some black seven jeans and some all pink socks. Of course she has a pink headband that's a bow on too.

I breastfeed her so I've token like three showers today because of my boobs leaking. It makes me feel so dirty I don't know why. I took my shower earlier though. I put on some grey sweatpants with a white tank top and a grey hoodie to match my sweat pants.

"You got y'all stuff ready Logan?" My mom asks. "Yes. Can you put her in her carseat for me Mommy." I start to gather my phone and my chargers so that I can put it into my purse.

I grab Milan's diaper bag and my purse and put  them both on my shoulder. "You not gonna let the nurse push you down in the wheelchair?"

"No mom I'm fine. I can walk." I reassure her.

"Okay." She says grabbing Milan's car seat. We walk down to the front desk and I check out. "How you feel? A mommy now."

"I feel good. I never knew that you don't know Love until you've given life."

"That's true Lolo."

We get in the car but I get in the back with Milan after making sure her car seat was secured. "Mom drive slow." I say because I don't want my stitches to pop.

- -

Once We got home Bash was already here sleeping. I sat Milan's car seat on the bed and sat our bags down.

"How come you didn't call me to pick y'all up?" Bash asks sitting up. I take off my hoodie and my slides and sit on the bed.

"Because My mom picked us up." I answer.

"Lay down, I'll take her out her car seat and stuff."

I lay down gently and get under the covers. He takes her out of her car seat then sits her car seat on the floor. "Is She gonna be hungry soon?"

"Yeah she might be." I reply as he lays next to me then puts her on his chest. She was so little all curled up on her dad's chest. I just had to take a picture.

"I can't believe we have a baby." I say rubbing his arm.

- -

TANANI

It's been a couple of months since Legend's birthday party. I'm surprised it actually went good. Today is Lyric's birthday though. Lyric is getting older, so she didn't want a party or anything. She wanted a Rolex and some more designer sneakers.

Some people don't believe me when I say she asks me for things that cost over 100,000 dollars. She has expensive taste and everything. Since it's her birthday and she isn't a bad child, of course I got her the Rolex and the sneakers.

I got her some Gucci sneakers and a little cute pink Chanel purse and a Gold 26k Rolex. I had to get her a new phone too since her old phone was cracked. It's just me her and Legend and we're at this fancy restaurant she picked out.

"Mommy, I'm thankful for my gifts."

"Aw, you're welcome doo. Anything for you." I say. "My dad said that he's gonna come get me cause he has some things for me too."

"Okay, you can call him now and he can meet up with us or you can just call him when we get home." I say pulling the fork out of Legend's reach.

"Alright."

- -

BASH

Today is Lyric's birthday. Already know I had to go all out for my baby girl. I got my mom to cook and for once it's just gonna be me and Lyric. Nani told me she ain't want a party or none of that shit she just wanted a bunch of gifts.

I got her some a Gucci purse and a Chain that says "T'Lyric Bayyaj". Of course I had to get it iced out for my baby. I got her this one gift that she wanted. Lyric been saying she wanted a YSL bag because her mom has a couple.

"Hey baby." I say picking her up and kissing her all over her face. "You ready to go sit down and see your stuff I got you?"

"Yes." She says. I carry her over to the dining room and sit her down in the chair across from mines. "Here." I say handing her, her gifts.

"Daddy! You got me the bag I wanted!!" She says jumping up and almost hurting herself. "Be careful and yup. Look at the other stuff."

"Thank you sooo much daddy! I love them." She says smiling. "Here let me help you put your chain on." She walks over to me and turns around and holds her hair up.

"Never take it off. Okay? I love you so much baby. I'll always be here no matter what. You can talk to me about whatever I promise. I'll never turn my back on you."

"Okay daddy. I love you more."