Whatever You Need

19.

DIAMOND

I just got to my nephew's birthday party with my son. "Legacy stop running!" I say. All he do is run all over the place. Last year he was running and fell and he had to get stitches on near his eye.

"Hey sis!" My little sister exclaims hugging me. My nephew party is so lit already and he's only turning one. "Where my baby at?" I ask. She points over there to my nephew who's being held by his grandma on his daddy side.

I never liked her. I just feel like she gives off a iffy vibe that I don't like. Old bitter ass bitch. "Hi nephew!" I exclaim once I get over to them. He smiles and reaches for me. I grab him out of her arms and she walks away. I can't stand her ass.

I give him a bunch of kisses on his cheeks. "Auntie missed you." I say walking over to my sister with him on my hip. His dad just walked in too looking just like him. "Where Moo at?" My mama asks taking Jaiden out of my arms.

"I don't know he running around here somewhere." I answer shrugging my shoulders. "Go find him I got something for him."

"Mom you find him. I'm about to get something to eat." I say to her. Legacy is probably somewhere tearing fire to somebody kid ass. Nothing new, looking just like his dad.

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LOGAN

"Milan have a seat and wait for your dad." I say sitting on the couch and turning the tv on. Her ass is bad now. Basheer comes to see her or get her every once in awhile and it's frustrating because she constantly cries for him.

I hear a knock at the door and I jump up. I missed him, and so did his bad ass daughter. I unlock it and see him standing there looking good enough to fucking eat. "Missed daddy?" He whispers walking in and pulling me too him. He immediately wraps his arms around my waist and kisses my neck.

"Daddy!" Milan screams and runs over to us. "Hey baby!" He yells and picks her up giving her a bunch of kisses. "I missed you. You was being good?" He asks while carrying her into the kitchen. I shut the door and go lay back down on the couch and unlock my phone.

"Mhm." I hear her mumble, knowing damn well she was driving me up a wall. Milan got suspended from daycare too, she can't go back until next week for biting two people.

Bash comes back in the living room and sits on the other couch with Milan on his lap eating fruit snacks. "Your daughter can't go back to daycare until next Tuesday because she was in there biting people." I say as she focuses on TV. Bash locks his phone and looks at her. "Why was you biting people Lan? You know better." He asks. Then taps her arm because she's so into TV she can't hear us.

"I didn't daddy." She whines. "Yes you did." I say. She looks at me and frowns her face up. "Don't do it again." He says. She nods her head and jumps off of his lap. "Where you going?" He asks. "My room."

She runs up the steps and I hear her door slam. Grown ass. "Come here." He says. I stand up and go straddle him. "I missed you." He mumbles kissing my neck. "I wish you come home already.." I say.

"Soon." He says lifting my shirt up revealing my boobs. I'm completely naked under this big ass shirt that he left over here. "You said soon last time." I reply as he starts to suck on my nipples.

"Bash... we can't keep doing this. You have a baby on the way and a girl at home." I moan while he slips a finger into me. "You love me?" He asks pushing his finger in and out.

"You know I do." I make out. I hate that he has this affect on me. I love him too much, I hate it so much. He lifts me up a little and pulls the monster out of his Gucci sweatpants and I ease down on it.

"You said you missed me. Show me." He says staring into my eyes.

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I just woke up in my bed with Bash sleeping on top of me. His whole big ass body is smothering me right now. "Bash get up."

"I'm not letting you move." He says putting even more weight on me.

"Get up." I say pinching him. "That don't hurt." He laughs. "Come on get up, you hurting me." I say. He rolls off of me and I stretch while still laying down. "I know Milan hungry." I mumble.

"Go get her some food. See if she's woke." I tell Bash. He sits up to stretch and then walks out of my room. I need to take a shower and get dressed so I can run out while he's here with Milan.

I love that he's not one of those aggy ass baby Dad's that doesn't like to do for their kids or even spend time with them. I could never even deal with a nigga who has kids and doesn't take care of them. That's horrible.

"Bash I'm about to run to the store real fast!" I yell while walking into the bathroom. "Go ahead." He says carrying a half sleep Milan downstairs. I wonder what he's about to make her.

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After I shower I got dressed and I left out and went to the mall with my best friend. I really don't need to be here spending money and all but whatever, we make it to spend it right?

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BASH

I just got back home with Paige. She goes in to have the baby in three days. Paige is scared but I'm used too it by now. I been trying to tell her that it's gonna be okay. Paige is as big as a house though, none of my kids' moms was this big while they were pregnant.

"Go back to sleep Paige." I say kissing her belly. She ain't been feeling good, been nauseous all day and shit. I watch her close her eyes and I put the blanket over her a walk out of the room. I go downstairs and sit on the couch and pull my phone out so I can face time Lyric. I ain't talk to my baby in a couple of days..

"Hello?" She answers. I see that she's laying on her moms stomach and Legend is laying on her thigh. "Hey baby." I say smiling. She smiles and Legend sits up and gets in the camera. "Hey daddy." They both say at the same time. My kids got big as hell. I'm really baffled.

"What y'all doing?" I ask. "Nothing watching TV with mommy she says putting Nani's face in the camera who was all in her phone not paying us no mind. "Hey babymom." I speak.

"Hey." She says. I miss her pretty ass so fucking much it don't make no sense. "I miss y'all." I say to my kids and Nani too but I know she thinks I was talking to the kids.

"We miss you too." Lyric says putting me on pause. "Who you testing that you gotta pause me?" I ask.

"My aunt!" She says. "Oh.. when y'all wanna come over?" I ask.

"I don't wanna come over." Legend says with his big head ass. "Oh well your sister can come then ugly." I say rolling my eyes at him.

"I wanna come today daddy." She says. "No you can't." Nani says. "Why can't she?" I ask.

"Cause we going somewhere. Any more questions?" She asks raising her eyebrow. "No. You can come whenever y'all free Lyric." I say.

"Imma call you later. I love y'all." I say then she hangs up. Whew, Nani always scares me.