Brothers Best Friend

27

*Self harm warning. If you get easily triggered please skip this chapter*    

I woke up the next morning and Colby didn't return last night. I thought he just stayed downstairs but he wasn't down there when I walked down. "Gauge. You know where Colby is?" Gauge shrugged and I grabbed my keys and my rage purse. "Where are you going with your rage purse?" Gauge grabbed my hand. "The office if he's not there shits gonna happen." Gauge insisted to come with and we went to the office. I unlocked the office and dropped my bag and jaw. I saw Colby. In bed. With someone else. I ran over to the girl Colby was with and started beating the shit out of her. Colby pulled me off and I punched him in the nose. "Amelia. No please it was a mistake. I love you." I pushed Colby off of me and went off. "WHAT. THE. FUCK COLBY. YOU LOVE ME? THATS BULL SHIT. YOU FUCKING PRICK. IM PREGNANT WITH YOUR KID AND YOURE GONNA SLEEP AROUND! I DEVOTED MY LIFE TO YOU FOR YOU TO DO THIS! YOU WILL NOT BE SEEING YOUR KID EVER! FUCK YOU. WE ARE OVER!" I took off the ring he gave me for our one year and threw it at him. "WHY DONT YOU GIVE THAT RING TO YOUR LITTLE BITCH. SINCE I WONT BE NEEDING IT ANYMORE." I stormed out of the house and took off. I completely left Gauge without thinking. I sped through the streets of LA not caring what happens. I finally got home and locked myself in the master bathroom.

I laid in the bathtub crying. I set my phone on the floor I grabbed the sliver blade that was my friend for the longest. I kissed my hand and placed it on my stomach and whispered. "Baby. I love you. Even though we haven't met face to face. I love you." I took the blade to my skin. My skin was a canvas, the blade my brush, my blood the paint. I made a art of straight lines all over my arms till I started to feel dizzy. I texted Sam as soon as that happened.

Amelia: Sam call the ambulance. I'm in the master bedroom. I cut. I'm dizzy help.

After I hit send I knocked unconscious.