Release Me

Prologue

Loud music

Hard drinks

Different smell

Surrounded by strangers

Perfect place for such a wasted woman like me.

more hard drink I commanded the bartender and give him a weird smile.

I dont care if I look like a crazy woman here. I wanted to be alone and this is the perfect time for me to be me, only me.

I went here to the bar for a few drinks but it seems like I want to stay here for a much longer period of time.

How I love the atmosphere here.

I immediately drink the bartender gave to me and it gives me shiver down to my stomach –how I love the feeling.

Ive been here for how many hours- seven hours or nine, I dont know. All I can remember is that I manage to play the hide and seek game with my freaking body guards.

Im such a coward isnt it? Im hiding from reality yet realitys hunting on me.

henry why? paulit ulit na sabi ko kahit paos na ang aking boses kakaiyak.

What should I do then?

What should I feel?

The fact that my fiancé is laying down inside a coffin with cold body gives me difficulty to breath. Should I be happy with that?

Okay lang yan Hailey inom ka pa hanggang sa manhid na bulong ko sa sarili.

till then no one understand me. No one care at all.

Theyre busy for my fathers campaign. Theyre busy to persuade the people while their daughter is slowly dying.

Cheers for being wasted! I said to myself.

I take the last drinks and swallow it with a smile. I know to myself that Im already drunk but still I manage myself to stand.

Muntik pa akong masubsob sa sahig kung hindi ko lang nahawakan ang upuan ko kanina.

Napahawak ako sa ulo ko. My head is like a spinning wheels. Oh my gosh!

Sinubukan akong alalayan ng lalaki na kanina pa ako tinitignan and I dont give a damn. Winaksi ko ang nakaalalay na kamay saking balikat.

I can manage myself I said to the guy without giving him a glimpse.

The music change to a rough music then thats the hint. I should be enjoy this night. I ran into the dance floor then I sway my hips and glance my body perfect for the rough music. I dont care if someone see me here, I freaking dont care!

People are cheering me on. Shouting for more. I love to see the men drool on me revealing my long- fair skin of legs. I give them a killer smile and went to the pole. I made a pole dance, Im expert for this- I am a dancer anyway.

Woooh

People are shouting and I can see their lustful eyes while taking pictures and videos on me. Im dancing like a slut and I dont give a damn.

Im in the middle enjoying the moment when the music and lights stop. Everyone is not at peace, searching for lights while me are still standing and digging for my phone but unlucky I found nothing.

I was about to take a step when a stranger carry me in a bridal style.

Im in shock and at the same time tired.

Sinubukan kong kilalanin ito pero nababalot lahat sa dilim.

One thing for sure for me hes a man, masculine man. I let him carry me out of nowhere.

I sniff his perfume and he smells so good tha makes me more tired.

Hard headed lady he utter something that I cant understand well.

My eyelids are getting heavier and heavier til I lost my consciousness.