Road trip

C10

I woke up before I ever saw his face... "No! No! No!" I Yell throwing everything. "I was this close! This close to finding out who it was!" I yell. "Ahhhh" I scream throwing my pillow across the room. "Did you really think it'd be that easy?" The figure comes... "this is another dream..." I say to myself. "Or is this reality?" The guy says. I poke the man and he is real this time. I'm scared and I'm frozen...I decide to do the stupid. I move my hand to his face to grab the mask. He moves out of my reach. "Not yet..." he whispers leaving the room. "What?!" I yell. I forgot Emma was in here and I turn around seeing her dead. I jolt awake. "You've got to be kidding me!" I scream. "You okay?" Emma says. "No!" I say. "You won't understand" I mumble quietly. "Do you hear voice? Are you having nightmares every night?" Emma says...I nod. "I think you're crazy. "Of course you do" I say pulling the covers over me. "I'm kidding" Emma laughs.
"There's this man...he sounds so familiar..and that eye color!" I say. "What?" Emma asks. "Nothing..." I say. I needed to tell Luke what I knows about this guy...Luke is the only person I trust right now because I already told him everything else. I wonder...why am I the one hanging these dreams? It could've been Kat or Angel...or maybe Dylan...but it had to be me. I roll my eyes and sleep. I wake up feeling cold. I look around not fully awake. I think I see I've... "where am I?" I ask. I feel pain in my chest and I look down. A knife goes deep into my chest and I jolt awake again. "The guy wasn't there..." I tell myself. "Where did he go?" I ask... I write more stuff down and wash up quickly. I then go do research in the library. Hours pass and nothing...nothing in the library! Why did I think that'd work?!i sweat I'm just going insane! Crazy! Mad!... my friends are going to be very...creeped out...what is happening to me! Why me! Why me of all people! You could've picked anyone to mess with! So why'd you pick me! I'm not special! I'm not unique! So why me! Why am I yelling at myself!!!! "Oh my god oh my god oh my god.." I say. "I'm losing my mind..." I laugh a little. Wow...so this is what that feels like...to lose your mind...I don't like the feeling...I hate it...how does anyone live like this? I couldn't be able to do it! I hope this is just temporary...I've began to talk to myself so much...yeah...I've gone crazy...