Happily Never After COMPLETED

Chapter 13

GUYS IVE BEEN SO SORRY PLEASE FORGIVE ME

i walked into our room and laid down next to Mike.
"Chris?"
he mumbled
"Yeah"
I said and wrapped my arm around him

this.. I don't even know what to call it but it's bringing us apart. I should take Mike out and do something nice for him. We have money, it's just working is good,

soon after my thoughts calmed down I fell asleep.

Mike

I looked over and Chris was asleep.
I shouldn't be doing this.
But we needed too.
I snuck out of bed and put on my clothes and walked out the door.
I know Chris isn't a very religious person but it's worth trying.
I walked to the closest christian church, of course on my way I passed synagogues,methodist churches etc so the Christian church is pretty far away.
I lightly pulled on the door too see if it would open and it did.
I snuck it and sat on one of the pews. I grabbed a bible and put it on my lap.
I think this is how they do it.
I ducked my head in prayer

Dear lord, I don't know what's going on in my house, but please make the evil go away. It's harming me and my Fiancé, I know people think you hate gays but I don't believe that. Please help us.

I put the bible back and then I sat there for a few moments, I looked around the church hoping my prayer would work.

I sat there for what seemed like a few minutes but I didn't know, it was beautiful here.

I need to get back to Chris.

I walked out of the church and started my way home.
it was chilly,

gotta love fall

I started shivering and started running.

fuck asthma

my lungs felt like they were on fire

"WHY DO I SMOKE"
I yelled

I knew it was because my asthma, and the fact I smoke.

shit I'm probably waking up children. good I hate them anyway.

I caught my breath and started walking.

my legs weren't the longest so I walk slow.

I really wish I had my phone

I sighed and continued walking

this is what I get for trying to be religious

I was about a block from our house.
I was cold and I love the darkness but I was getting creeped out

you know like kind of creeped out like you're laying in bed and you're reading or watching something scary and you feel like something's gonna grab your feet and rip you down to hell.

So I just ran home.
when I got on our porch I remembered I locked the door
"Shit" I whispered
I checked my clothes, no key.
"okay" I whispered irritatedly
"Thank god I always have these on me" I said talking to myself at this point.
I pulled out my skeleton key and opened the door.
I took of my DC's (I have my own style I don't care about society) and then I went to get a glass of water (in case I woke up Chris I could have an explication.)
when I walked in I got the cup and turned on the light
"AAAHH" I screamed and dropped my glass cup
"What!?" Chris was sitting at the table with a cookie and milk
"YOU SCARED THE HEAVY METAL OUT OF ME" I shouted
he got up, walked over and kissed me
"sorry babe, here I'll clean it." he said in that calming voice he has

I smiled "I have it but thank you" I said picking up a broom.

he came up behind me and grabbed my torso.

this isn't something Chris normally does but I'm not questioning it. mostly because everything is out of order and I need Chris.

I cleaned up the glass and threw it away.

Chris was kissing my cheek and I was loving it. he sat me on his lap and fed me half his cookie.
after we finished to cookie Chris picked me up and took me upstairs, then lightly sat me on our bed.

"what're you doing there" I said happily

"Not sure" he said nervously and kissed my jaw line

that was my weak spot
he knew that
I bit my lip as he kissed lower and lower
he got a soft moan out of me

long story short let's just say
I had some fun.

CHRIS POV

I don't know what happened but I decided michael deserved some love
he enjoyed it
I enjoyed it
we're about to get married
he's been through hell.
we were cuddling and he was asleep but my eyes were wide open and my insomnia took over
I had so much buzzing around in my head I couldn't sleep.
I just started crying..
i cried and cried
I haven't cried in a while and honestly it felt good, letting the soul let out emotions.

what is going on?
I asked myself
I don't know
I heard an answer which I didn't think
I looked over and michael was asleep
what the fuck?
I thought

I thought I blacked out but I could see
I was moving also
what is going on?

no answer that time
I'm so confused
it's like my soul stopped working

I was walking into my bathroom
there was a piece of broken glass..
NO
I thought
but I couldn't talk
I couldn't scream
all I could think was
MICHAEL HELP
whatever is inside of me brought it too my wrist and took a big, long gash
that was when I blacked out.

A/N: GUYS IVE BEEN SO DAMN BUSY IM SO SORRY I WILL UPDATE MORE I PROMISE