Love from a alpha

Part three: pain of the past, Fear of the future

*flashback*

Conners POV

"Please don't do this" I begged my mate as tears rolled down my eyes "I'm sorry but I don't love you" my mate said and those words crushed my soul.

"You love him don't you!" I said angrily and she looked away "LOOK AT ME! YOU LOVE HIM RIGHT THAT-THAT FILTHY OMEGA!" i saw her look up at me.

"Conne-" she started but i cut her off "ANSWER ME" i said angrily "FINE YES! THATS WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR ISN'T IT OKAY WELL THEN YES. YES I LOVE AN OMEGA YES IM LEAVING HIM FOR YOU! YES I AM GOING TO REJECT YOU FOR HIM!" She shouted and I stood quite with tears in my eyes.

"I Cynthia Bloom Monroe reject Conner King as my mate" she said and I felt broken but had more anger than sadness "fine. I Conner King reject Cynthia Bloom Monroe as my...mate" I felt pain in my chest and saw Cynthia walk away.

*present day*

Kamis POV

I went back home and opened the door to the house and my eyes widened to see my brother "JAMES" I shouted hugging him "ohh I missed you so much. It's been so long" I almost cried "I missed you too little sister" james said hugging me back "aren't you going to say hi to me" I herd my bothers mate say and i let go of him and turn to her "Cynthia!" I said and hugged her and she hugged me.

We let go "That was a long plane flight. I feel like going for a run" james said and we turned "wanna join me?" He asked and I nodded "no thanks babe i want to sleep I'm exhausted" james walked up to her and kissed her forget "lets go Kami" james said and we walked outside.

We shifted and ran in to the forest 'race you to the lake!' I mind linked and ran faster and james followed behind.

Conners POV

I left the party seeing Nathan was too busy with his mate so I shifted and i ran back home but decided to go through the forest. I was running then i smelt it. Her.

I was running closer to her following her smell but i could also smell someone else. A smell that was strangely familiar. I stopped hiding behind some bushes. Then i saw her, she was laying on the ground looking at the lake with another wolf with her. The other wolf was laying too close to her for my liking.

Tyler growled and i got out of the bushes with my eyes glowing gold. I saw Kamaria stand and turn to look at me and so did the other wolf who seemed extremely frightened 'alpha?' Kamaria said to me through the link and I jumped on the wolf that was with her growling at him.

'ALPHA PLEASE STOP' Kamaria growled at me 'WHOS THIS' I growled and Kamaria tried to push me away 'HE'S MY BROTHER! LET GO OF HIM!' I let go but was still growling. I saw the wolf get up.

'WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU!' She said to me furious 'DO-NOT-RAISE-YOUR-VOICE-AT-ME' i said with my alpha voice sternly and I saw her get scared and herd her whimper lowly.

'What's your name' I asked the supposed brother of Kamaria. I noticed he was very frightened and didn't talk 'I SAID WHAT IS YOUR NAME' I growled at him 'James, James Greyson' he said and my blood boiled in anger when i realized who it was 'ITS YOU. YOU SON OF A-' I jumped attacking him, my mouth ready to rip him to pieces.

My teeth sunk in to the wolfs skin. I stopped after the first bite when i herd tyler talk. 'NO YOU IDIOT WHAT HAVE YOU DONE NOnonono' i herd Tyler growl then whimper. I looked at the wolf in front of me. No what have i done i-its Kamaria.

^later that night^

She was still breathing. I could hear her heart beat lowly but it was still pumping. I was now sitting in a chair with her hand in mine while she laid in the packs hospital bed.

Tyler wouldn't stop growling at me so I blocked him out. I saw the doctor come in and I stood up. "She's alright" the doctor said but i noticed she didn't say it all so happy or relieved "but?" I questioned "alpha I'm sorry, she's in a coma" the doctor walked out the room and my eyes filled with tears.

"This is all my fault" I cried and turned to Kamaria "I'm sorry I-i truly am" I said letting go of her hand walked out the room to go to her house and inform her parents. I was devastated.

Im a monster..