~Kristen~
I could feel his bare chest on my back. He had his arms rapped around me and I could feel his chest expand with every breath he took.
I turned my head to look at him. He looked so peaceful when he was sleeping.
Even though he's body was crushed against mine I wanted to be closer to him, I wanted to be as close to him as possible and I wanted to stay there for the rest of my life.
I thought about yesterday, after he told me he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me we had ordered pizza and we had fooled around like two kids. There hadn't been much talking because every conversation had ended with us making out.
It was like the past year never existed and we were back to normal again.
And the sex...it was magical and whe-
*beep*
Kristen snapped out of her daydreaming and glanced over at her phone. She reached out to grab her phone, slowly so she didn't wake up Rob.
It was a text from CJ-
"when will you get here? I was planing we could go out and get some lunch soon"
"crap" I whispered to myself. The clock was 11.34!
I tried to slowly remove Rob's arm as I flung my legs off the bed. I stood up without making a sound. I checked on Rob-he was still sleeping so I tiptoed to my closet to get dressed.
I grabbed the first thing I could find and put it on. It was a pair of blue skinny jeans and one of Robs grey Tshirts, hopefully no one would notice that I was wearing it. I also picked my grey converse that matched with the shirt and headed out to my car.
CJ looked at me confused when I rushed out of my car and almost ran on my way over to him.
He laughed
"You stressed honey?"
"Ehh, no" I tried to sound as normal as possible
"What makes you think that"
"It's just the messy hair, no makeup and I don't think you thought of those clothes, I mean it's hot outside Kristen and you put on a big shirt and jeans??"
"Em, okay I overslept, no big deal" I said and tried to laugh it away.
"You wanna come inside" he asked
"Sure" I said and started to walk towards his house.
I sat down on the couch and took a deep breath, I was sweaty and tired.
CJ turned the TV on, I couldn't pay attention to it because I was thinking about the way I had left Rob at home, maybe I should have told him I was leaving, maybe he was getting worried, maybe h-
CJ snapped me out of my thoughts
"Kristen, anybody home??"
He laughed once again at my behavior and turned down the volume on the tv.
"What are you thinking about, I can see something is bothering you"
I couldn't tell him about Rob, it was to early and I didn't know if Rob wanted me to tell him.
"I dont know actually, I'm feeling quite stressed at the moment and I didn't get enough sleep, that's all"
I was a really bad lier and did what I usually did when I got nervous or when I was lying-I moved my hair around.
CJ was quiet for a minute when he suddenly said
"Kristen, is that a hickey you have on your neck?" he asked trying to look closer at it.
"What??" my voice was panicking and I quickly tried to cover my neck with my hair.
"Don't be ashamed, who gave you it?"
CJ was excited, I think he was excited to hear that I was with someone, he had been trying to get me a man since I left Rob.....but he wouldn't be as excited when I told him that it was Rob that had done it....great!
"Em haha that's kinda funny actually, em like it was ehm..."
"Why are you acting so nervous Kristen?"
"It's just that I don't think you would be as exited about it if you knew who it was"
"I don't understand?"
"It was Rob, okay I said it...Rob did it, but I didn't even know it was there..."
CJ didn't say anything for a couple of minutes, he was just sitting there staring at me.
"So you mean that you had sex with Rob? when? where? how?"
"Yeah...it's a long story"
"I have all day" he said
"Okay basically I went to this bar two nights ago and saw Rob with a girl and thought they were dating, so I freaked out and realized that I still had feelings for him. And then I texted him and said I wanted to talk to him and yesterday he came to my house and I told him I still love him. He started to kiss me and I told him that I didn't want to do it because then he would be cheating on his girlfriend, but it turns out that that was just some random girl that was trying to get his attention. And then he said I was the only girl he wanted in his life and I said he was the only man that I wanted in my life and then we went back to normal again and this hickey happened"
I don't even know if he had understood half of that, or if it sounded like I was just rambling words.
"So you're telling me you're back with Rob, how could you do that Kristen?? He hurt you, he cheated on you??!"
"I know it sounds weird but CJ you don't understand, I love Rob more than anything else and as my friend you should support my decision!"
"Okay Kristen I'm sorry...its just that I saw how bad he had hurt you when you broke up, I don't want to experience that again because I hate seeing you sad"
""It won't happen again, I promise, I'm meant to be with Rob, I just know that"
