~Robert~
"Come in"
Her voice was like soft music in my ears and I felt the chills run through my body.
I stepped into her house and she showed me where I could put my shoes and then we went to the living room.
Everything looked as it used to and she still had the picture of me and her family standing on the bookshelf. The silence felt a bit tense but in a weird way it wasn't awkward at all.
She sat down on the couch and I sat down beside her. She looked at me with her green eyes and I looked back at her. She was so beautiful and once again I had to remind myself that I wasn't going to kiss her.
"Sorry" she suddenly said
Why did she apologies, she hadn't done anything.
"I don't understand.." I said and looked confused.
"How I acted last night, I know my reaction was childish and-"
"Last night??" Now I was really confused.
"You know, at the club, when I saw you with that girl I couldn't help but freak out. I should've at least said hi"
"You were at the club???"
"Yeah, didn't you see me?" Now she also looked confused.
"No?"
"Okay but that's not what I wanted to talk about, I wanted to say that when I saw you with that girl last night I freaked out, at first I didn't know why but then I realized that I was jealous. I still have feelings for you Rob and I totally understand that you've moved on but I wanted to let you know that I still love you"
I couldn't think clear. She still had feelings for me? And she thought I had moved on? She loved me? I couldn't hold back anymore.
My lips crushed against her soft lips.
~Kristen~
I could see all the different emotions in his eyes, he really was confused and honestly I didn't know why.
He sat there for a minute just thinking. Then he looked at me, those lovely eyes looked so beautiful. I was so caught up in his eyes when I suddenly felt his lips crush agains mine.
His lips were so soft and our mouths fitted perfectly together.
He gently pushed me down on the couch and he leaned over me. The kiss was so intense and I had been dreaming about kissing these perfect lips every day since we broke up and now it's finally happening.
I could feel that he was slowly trying to pull my shirt off. He was trying to do it slowly but I could feel he just wanted to rip it off. At first I didn't stop him but then I realized that it wasn't right. I just couldn't.
"I can't do this"
He stopped kissing me but his face was still close to mine and he wrinkled his forehead.
"What do you mean?"
"You know what I'm talking about" I said.
He sat up and so did I.
There was a long moment of silence but then he finally said something-
"I'm sorry I cheated on you Kristen, I wasn't thinking and honestly it was the dumbest decision I've ever made. You were my everything and I messed it up.....you are my everything....I'm so sorry but when you said you still love me I couldn't help myself"
He was looking down at his hand, trying not to get eye contact with me.
Didn't he understand that I was talking about the girl from yesterday?
I sat down at the floor in front of him and looked him right in the eyes. He looked so sad and honestly I thought he was about to start crying.
"I love you Rob, I really do but I can't stand the thought that you're cheating on that beautiful girl, I know how it feels and it's not fun"
He finally looked back at me but this time his eyes were even more confused than before.
"What the fuck are you talking about Kristen??"
"You know the girl I saw you with yesterday"
He didn't speak for a couple of minutes and then he laughed.
"Kristen, first of all I can't believe I didn't see you yesterday, it's crazy how I didn't recognize you, and second of all the girl that you're talking about was just some random annoying girl that was desperate to have my number"
He smiled his big warm smile.
"But she looked so happy and you were laughing and yo--"
" It was nothing, I was really drunk and I laughed because I thought she was pathetic, I just want one girl in my life and that is you"
"And I only want one man in my life and that is you" I said still surprised about what he had said.
He leaned down and kissed me on my cheek.
I stood up and sat down on his lap facing him. He wrapped his arms around me in a warm hug.
It felt like heaven.
He released me and I rested my forehead against his.
" I've missed you" I almost whispered.
" I've missed you too" he whispered back.
